it's official. I fail at life.

Mood: Shitty
Drinking warm, flat soda


I've just been informed that I'm on academic probation. Nice. Don't know why I even bothered going to college. What a waste of time and money.

fuck you, jury duty.

Mood: Pissed
Listening to Flowers - Pride of mind
Playing Dofus


I think the California court system can go fuck itself. I was feeling all right about going to jury duty today, because everyone (including the woman on the phone I called the first time I postponed, and the little piece of paper they sent) said, "You'll only be there one day! No problem!" What a big lie! The judge said we'd better be free for at least three to five days, because it was a busy day and the lot of us were going to get picked. What the fuck! I have shit to be doing.

So I wasted my last postponement. I'm about to go in and start yelling that I'm the antichrist just so I'll be eternally excused.


JURY SERVICES EXIT QUESTIONNAIRE
AFTER HAVING SERVED, WHAT IS YOUR IMPRESSION OF JURY DUTY:
[ ] The same as before - favorable
[ ] More favorable than before
[ ] The same as before - unfavorable
[ ] Less favorable than before
[x] Other: I FUCKING HATE YOU SO DIE.


p.s. and I still had to pay $8 for an hour of parking. Ridiculous.

sooo stressed....

Mood: Stressed and Depressed
Listening to So Much Work (how appropriate...) - Pete Yorn
Reading Something New Under the Sun. Fucking book! [shakes fist at it]
Playing Dofus
Eating pretzels
Drinking water...god I need to pee.


I have so much shit to do right now. I was going to say "it's not even funny" but when was it ever. My mood is so severely affected by stress, and my mood gives me more stress. Grrrr. Vicious cycle.

I'm trying to do aaaaaall my schoolwork and finish coloring my brother's damned comic before the 15th. I can't do all this. Not to mention I have no time to look over things before finals. I have no idea what I'm going to do and I really don't care, I guess. I've failed all my classes anyway, and I see no point in trying this hard, and yet I'm doing it anyway. Fuck school, I have more important things to worry about. [sighs!]

Anyway, I have to end this here because I need to go to my next class. At least it's an entertaining one, if pointless.