Saturday, September 30, 2006

[survey addict]

[1] When was the last time you cried?
Last night, because of the pain in my side. I cry often. [laughs]

[2] Have you ever faked sick?
Psh, liek, all the time. Unfortunately later in the day I always DO get some sort of pain or sickness. xD

[3] What was the last lie you said?
I can't remember. o_O

[4] Have you ever cried during a movie?
Yeah, all the time. I used to try and hold it in but it's impossible so now I just cry like a baby at everything. : |

[5] Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
Adrienne. [laughs] I told her I stopped staring/wasn't looking but I lied. D:
[changes answer to number three, dodges punch to the face] xD;

[6] Have you ever danced in the rain?
Yes! [laughs] It feels good when it's warm and rainy, especially. Ideal rain-dancing weather. :3

[7] Have you ever been drunk?
Eugh, no. How abhorrent! I can't respect a person who drinks, especially not a drunk.

[8] Have you ever tried drugs?
Hell no. Equally disgusting.

[9] Do you smoke?
Ditto. I probably would, if it were harmless.

[10] What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?
I don't remember. I didn't participate in many dares. [smart] xD

[11] What is your full name?
Dawn Marie Maze. D:

[12] What is your blood-type?
O- (oh, negative...! yes, those japanese people are correct about blood types and personalities! [laughs])

[13] Have you ever been in a car accident?
Not that I know of...

[14] How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?
Liek, 17. How sad.

[15] Who was your first kiss?
I'd rather forget. [laughs]

[16] Have you ever had an online relationship?
Yes, and more than one, isn't that sad. [laughs]

[17] Have you ever had phone-sex?
Ew, no way! Phones are disgusting and sex is too. D: XD

[18] Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
No, thank god! [laughs, gets anxious thinking about this]

[19] What is your favourite sport to play?
How about air hockey, does that count! xD

[20] Have you ever made a prank phone call?
When I was little, with my brother. [laughs] What a good influence!

[21] Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?
Yes! Not recently though, definitely not. D:

[22] What's your favourite childhood memory?
I d'know. Ninja Turtle cake? [laughs]

[23] Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
Oh yes. A lot.

[24] What do you want to be when you grow up?
SNIPER! Team Rocket member! or maybe find a job at Hogwarts. [laughs, is an idiot]

[25] What is your political persuassion?
I am persuaded to say that politics SUCK.

[26] Have you ever had cybersex?
Ehhehehehehehehehehhhhhhh....!

[27] Do you believe in god?
Hmmm, not really, anymore. At least not the same sort other people do.

[28] Do you believe in love at first sight?
No, I'm not optimistic. xD

[29] Do you believe in karma?
Sometimes!

[30] Who was your first crush?
I d'know, some kid in primary school, I reckon. xD
First fictional crush was Vega from SF, though. That sexy, sexy man. [laughs]

[31] Who do you have a crush on?
KLAHA TEEHEEEEHEEE. No, no one. [laughs]

[32] How would you describe yourself?
Ummmm, mercurial and dual-sided.

[33] What are you afraid of?
Many, many things. Many silly things. xD

[34] Are you religious?
No.

[35] What does your screen name mean?
xylael is just...something I made up.

[36] What person do you trust the most?
My friends.

[37] Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
[laughs] Someone I'd rather forget.

[38] What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?
I'm not sure; I'm not complimented very often on anything except drawing. So I'm not a fan of "you draw so good, lolz" because I hear it all the time.

[39] What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?
Something along the lines of "I think you're beautiful just because you're my girlfriend." Just because. Hrm. -_-

[40] What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?
Damn, well I've been in love with Vega since I were a wee lass. xD

[41] What is your greatest strength?
Intelligence? No. [laughs] The ability to listen, I think. Yes. [nods]

[42] What is your greatest weakness?
Releasing the damn hand brake! [cracks up, asks Elysa for help]
No, seriously... [laughs] Uhm, memory sucks, I'm physically quite weak (as stated above, haha), and I have very low self-esteem most of the time.

[43] What is your perfect pizza?
Just melted cheese, diced tomatoes, herbs, and garlic. Maybe chicken too, if I feel like it. <3>.< [66] Have you ever gone skinny dipping? In the bathtub! [laughs] Hmm, I would if I had an indoor pool. [67] Have you ever played strip poker? Noooo. [68] Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves? [laughs] I would lie to make someone feel better, but about themselves...no. I would be nice but I would still be honest. [69] What do you want your friends to think about you? I don't know, or care, as long as it's nothing bad. [laughs] [70] Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into? I'm not sure. [71] Have you ever bitten someone? Yes! [laughs] [72] When's your birthday? 18 June [73] Have you ever stolen anything? Yes, a couple of times, nothing major though, and I think once was on accident. [74] Do you make wishes on shooting stars? I can't see shooting stars, or even NOT-SHOOTING stars in this shitty place! [sobs] [75] Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting? I've no idea.... [76] If you could go back and change one day, what would it be? I don't know, there are lots of days that would be nice to change. [77] Do you remember your dreams? All the time, pretty much! <3>Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell by Susanna Clarke.

[136] Do you have a collection of anything?
Dust? [laughs] Nothing.

[137] Are you happy with the person you are becoming?
Yes, I suppose. Hmm.

[138] Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
Much different. [nods]

[139] What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?
Alive, I hope. xD;;

[140] Are you happy with the life you have?
Right now, yes. <3 style="font-weight: bold;">[stolen from elysa, who stole it from kellie]

1. Where did you take your default pic?
oh, so this is a myspace survey. disgusting! [takes it anyway]

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
[slaps you and covers body] pervert!

3. What is your current problem?
my right side won't stop hurting.

4. What makes you most happy?
adrienne, adrienne, adrienne. [says out loud] XD

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
is this feeling love? [laughs] I'm obsessed with it...!

6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
no, not really.

7. Do you ever watch mtv?
no, blah. what a bore.

8. What's something that really annoys you?
When I talk to people and they don't reply until forever later, and when they reply, they've totally ignored what I've said.

Chapter 1:

1. Middle name:
marie. blaaaaah.

2. Nick names:
xy. or 'xyyyyyysss' according to cathie.

3. Current location?
in bed.

4. Eye color:
dark brown with a touch of booooring.

Chapter 2:

1. Do you live with your parents:
yep.

2. Do you get along with your parent(s):
mostly, yes.

3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced
if you can even call them married....

4. Do you have any Siblings?:
an older brother.

Chapter 3: favorite...

1. Ice Cream:
I don't know, actually. strawberry cheesecake swirl! [laughs]

2. Season:
autumn

3. Shampoo/conditioner:
pantene clarifying shampoo and sunsilk. their commercials are stupid but the product is delicious. <3>what...?!

2. Person to text you?
my 30-year-old boyfriend, he said "lol u so sexy baby i wanna c u rite now luv u"!!!
no, it was adrienne. [laughs] of course.

3. the last person who called u:
my mom, asking if she could speak to my dad, and I was liek, "biotch, why you don't just call the house phone then."

4. Person you hugged:
myself. [cries, puts on soft fur] I'm so huggable, look, hug meeeeee. ):

5. Person you tackled?
this big fucking BEAR! yep, he was in the river, catchin some breakfast, and I tackled that motherfucker and made him into a rug!

6. Thing you touched?
adrienne...! [hand up her shirt] oh, I wish. [cries, laughs]

7. Thing you ate?:
a bowl of cereal! [laughs]

8. Thing you drank?:
waterrrrrr. so gross. [drinks more]

9. Thing you said?
"you're not supposed to DO things you don't want to do!"

10. Person you kissed?
herr spiegelmann...! no one. I need a kiss. D:

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

the twins. <3

SURVEY TIME. FOR THE FIVE MILLIONTH TIME.

These first two are original character surveys. Enjoy. <3

BASICS
1)What's your character's name?
Verdenien Azra'èl aka Thomas Andersen
note: Verdenien is his surname, and he only shares it with his twin (Yuri) and not his other brothers, for reasons only known to his eldest brother (and 'father figure'), Michael.
note 2: he does go by Tom often but he prefers to be called Thomas.

2)How old is he/she?
unknown, thousands of years; passes off as mid- to late-twenties
note: in REAL years, roughly five or six years old. I created him in middle school.

3)Is your OC a boy or girl?
all man. xD

4)What's his/her race?
Eternal (angeliix)
note: both he and his twin were greatly feared when they were born, because of their unnatural manner of birth, but Thomas was the more feared because of his dark features, commonly associated with demons and fae creatures. His twin, both older and less feared, would protect him from others.

APPEARANCE
1)If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
a lot. Ohhhhhh, a ton. Picture those lame clothing/makeup commercials where you see some supermodel walking down a downtown street and everyone's gawking at her...just replace the supermodel with him and there ya go. xD

2)Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
yeah, he's a teacher. Fairly normal. Except that all the girls stay after class in an attempt to receive some, er, extra credit. And not being one to disappoint, he usually picks the ones he deems worthy. What a sick, sick man. [laughs]

3)What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
height (6'5"), great hair, great style, his beautiful "Asian" eyes.

4)Would you consider your OC as attractive?
overly so.


PERSONALITY
1)Temper?
he keeps a cool facade but he can go over the edge--and for little things, too. He has killed men for calling him womanly. (see number 3's note below.)

2)Does your character ever get depressed?
not really, but he does have his brooding moments. Don't we all?

3)Leader or Follower?
Leader, definitely.
note: he does not like to be submissive or viewed as weak or effete in any way. Yuri's childhood dominance over him made sure of this. If you were to call him womanly, he would take it as a great offense.

4)What is the main aspect of his/her personality?
charm. Lots and lots of charm. Everything so far makes him seem kind of shady and horrible, but he's really a nice guy.


HISTORY
1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?
yes, he has four brothers, all alive. One of them is his twin, Yuri. He doesn't like Yuri very much, and would go so far as to say he hates him, but there's a part of him that's still very attached.

2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?
yes, he lives in a high-rise apartment, very cosmopolitan. When he was young, he escaped from his angelic home during a war, taking the side opposite Yuri--the side of Hell.

3)Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
quite a few...but oddly enough, none haunt him as much as his youth. He's even forcefully blocked memories of Yuri out of his mind, but not all. He often wakes up with nosebleeds after nightmares about Yuri. Pretty extreme, ne? [laughs] A very abused child, this one....

4)What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
getting away from Yuri and finding a true father figure in Lucifiel, the Prince of Hell.


ROMANCE
1) Single?
more or less.

2) Had your OC developed any romantic relationships?
only all the time. xD

3) Virgin?
ahahahahahahaha! no way. xD

4) Does your character like flirting?
yep.

SYMBOLISM
1) What animal would you associate your OC with? (Sorry, no creatures of myth and legend allowed!)
cat. Even though he HATES cats. (And is deeply scared of them, but he won't admit that. [laughs])

2) Musical Instrument?
piano. And he plays it beautifully. <3

3) Element?
water. Mercurial, smooth but sometimes choppy, sometimes calm and sometimes rough, but always beautiful.

4)Planet?
Neptune.


SHOWING THE LOVE
1) Do you draw your character?
yeah, but nowhere near as much as I used to. I used to draw him just about every day back in high school.

2) Do you write about him/her?
I used to, but I haven't written anything good about him in years. I'm planning on revamping his story.

3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
Nah.

4)What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
I celebrate his birthday like it's my own. I don't care about my own birthday, but I care about his. Kind of fucked up...hahaha.

RANDOMIZE!
1) Is your character wanted for anything?
sex? xD;

2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
women, finding it hard to make lasting relationships with people, his twin (well, Yuri's scary, I don't blame him, haha)

3) Strengths?
jeez, everything. Intelligence, especially.

4) Does your OC drink or smoke (etc.)?
Yeah, both. >.<;

5) What's one quirk about him/her?
tends to run his hands through his hair when he's nervous. He also hates being called 'dearest' or 'my love'...I'll give you three guesses as to why! [laughs]

6) Does your character have any phobias?
the cats, the caaaaats! xD
note: oddly, he has a 'pet' cat called Vicomte de Valmont, after the character in Choderlos de Laclos's Les Liaisons Dangereuses. Valmont is a stray, apparently, a black cat with odd blue eyes. What Thomas doesn't know is that the cat is actually Lucifiel in disguise. Not a cat you want watching you in the shower...which he often does. xD

7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
hurt someone he loves, call him womanly, or pester him with a cat. Wahaha. >D

8) Does your OC like chickens?
to eat? yum. (he's a great cook.)

THE FINAL QUESTION
- What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
Great! I know him just about inside out. [laughs] I can tell you he wears boxer briefs under those sexy pants of his! And that two of the few things he DOES suck at are air hockey and salsa dancing. xD


And now for the flip side...

BASICS
1) What's your character's name?
Verdenien Uriel "Yuri" aka Aisden Silver
note: he originally pronounced his name as oo-ri-yel but his younger twin insisted on calling him Yuri when they were young. So there you go. Also, he places the emphasis on the second syllable--Yu-RII as opposed to YOOR-ree--making for a distinctly different sound, and a harder-sounding R (sometimes sounds like a D, not an R). Damn what a useless note this is. XD

2) How old is he/she?
unknown, very ancient. He's almost a full year older than his twin, Thomas. "But they're TWINS." Yes, I know. [laughs] They weren't born in the same way humans are. They were borne of a seed. "Seed?!" Yes, a literal seed. XD
note: in actual years, perhaps four. He was the last introduced of all Tom's brothers, oddly enough. Edward (Raphael) held the distinction of being Tom's closest brother earlier than Yuri did. But later it evolved into a pairs thing--Tom and Yuri, Edward and Gabriel, and Michael on his own because he's an asshole. [laughs] Yuri evolved out of the now-gone Arael character--Tom's sister/lover. He also came about from a need of more craziness, as Dmitri (a vampire, also now-gone) was the only really fucked-up character in the story. Yet now it seems like he and LJ are the only sane ones...well, just LJ now. Ah, evolution of stories. It's a strange business. xD

3) Is your OC a boy or girl?
kinda androgynous looking, but he's a dude. [laughs]

4) What's his/her race?
Eternal (Angeliix)


APPEARANCE
1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?

quite a few...he's rather creepy looking and pale.

2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
I don't think so, no. [laughs] He's a bit of a freak. He's also not what you'd call the ideal 'angel'.

3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
height (6'6"), long white hair, pale eyes, pale skin, his creepy whispery voice (he usually doesn't like to speak in English, either). If he speaks clearly, his voice is actually rather deep and booming--rather intimidating. Not a person you want yelling at you.

4) Would you consider your OC as attractive?
in a scary way, yes. [laughs] he can be rather beautiful when he's not too busy being some weird stalker and actually tends to his appearance. xD He's also pretty cute when he smiles...just don't tell him I said that, eh? >.>


PERSONALITY
1) Temper?
He is calm on the outside, but if he's angry, you know it, even if his expression hasn't changed.

2) Does your character ever get depressed?
Yes, sometimes, especially concerning his twin. He sometimes regrets the way he acted when they were younger, and truly loves his brother, but the love is clearly not mutual.

3) Leader or Follower?
Not too sure. He's very dominant in personality, yet he really doesn't care and goes whichever way is easiest for him. He doesn't like work in any way.

4) What is the main aspect of his/her personality?
CREEPINESS. [shudders]


HISTORY
1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?
Yes, he has four brothers, all of them alive, including his twin, Thomas. He doesn't really care for any of his brothers, as they tended to exclude the twins from all activities. This led to Yuri and Tom becoming outcasts and trusting only each other--until Yuri broke that trust.

2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?
Yes...just...because. [laughs] He craves solitude.

3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
Yeah, quite a few but not as many as Thomas has. He's been at the front of many wars, because his killing skills are...quite valued. It sort of fucked up his brain through the years, though...as anyone can see. [laughs]

4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
Not sure.


ROMANCE
1) Single?
Yes, he doesn't care for company.

2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
Very few, if any. He cares only for his twin, and declares Thomas to be his "only love". Many women have wanted him, but Yuri [drumroll] is a misogynist and thinks women are "disgusting little creatures who should be lined up and shot like the trash that they are". [laughs] Well, I guess it's not so funny when he actually goes out and slaps around random women he finds walking on the street just to take out his anger....

...okay, yeah it is. Snrrrrk. xD

3) Virgin?
No, not a virgin. He's such a rapist, he couldn't be a virgin. [laughs]

4) Does your character like flirting?
I don't think he knows the meaning of the word.


SYMBOLISM
1) What animal would you associate your OC with? (Sorry, no creatures of myth and legend allowed!)
A snake. Appropriate in every way...slithery, cunning, oddly sexual...and that hiss-like voice of his.

2) Musical Instrument?
Bells. Creepy, creepy bells.

3) Element?
Air, maybe? Not sure about this, he's an odd character. Does Ice count as an element? It's odd, though, Yuri has the power of fire...except it's not normal fire, it's white, and like ice. (Coldfire, anyone? XD)

4) Planet?
PLUTO ISN'T A PLANET ANYMORE D:
[laughs] No, it would probably be Uranus, or something. I could make up a cliche joke about that, but I won't, for everyone's sake. xD


SHOWING THE LOVE
1) Do you draw your character?
Yes, sometimes. A lot, lately.

2) Do you write about him/her?
Not really, he's very difficult to write about. Very disturbed individual. [laughs] I think the very first thing I ever wrote about him was a chapter where he was having an orgasmic little time to himself, thinking about Thomas. Waow. xD;

3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
Nope.

4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
I've...I'VE SLEPT WITH HIM D:
No, I don't think I have "appreciated" him in any other way. [laughs]


RANDOMIZE
1) Is your character wanted for anything?
Probably, the fucking sadist. [laughs]

2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
he's a bit psychotic, self-centered, and of course, wholly obsessed with his twin.

3) Strengths?
quick (physically and mentally), intelligent, manipulative. Well, he'd say that's a strength. XD

4) Does your OC drink or smoke (etc.)?
no, not that I know of. He'd probably find such things 'vile'...

5) What's one quirk about him/her?
just ONE? [laughs] I just HAVE to list a few:
- he has some odd fetish for white fluffy things, especially bunnies
- he likes to keep his nails disturbingly long (often painted black and razor-sharp)
- loves the cold
- likes to change his hair a lot (black and white, long and short)
- nearly always wears white, and at other times black. Rarely any other colours.

6) Does your character have any phobias?
HEAT. He can't even stand ROOM TEMPERATURE. [laughs] He loves walking around naked with air conditioning on full blast. Kind of...hrm. XD

7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
He hates seeing his twin with a WOMAN. And it happens. ALL THE TIME. [laughs] If you ever hear about a woman being mysteriously beaten by a strange 'albino' man, it's because of that. xD

8) Does your OC like chickens?
No, but he likes ice cream. <3


THE FINAL QUESTION
- What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
[cries, violated] xD



And for something that doesn't have to do with them:
(note: originally the test had no mention of a choice answer and a real answer. I just decided to put those in myself, because I acknowledge a difference between what I want to be and what I really am.)

If I were a month I would be:
Choice: November
Reality: October or November

If I were a day of the week I would be:
Choice: Tuesday
Reality: Monday

If I were a time of day I would be:
Choice: dawn
Reality: dawn (for obvious reasons. [laughs])

If I were a planet I would be:
Choice: Neptune
Reality: the Moon (no, it's not a planet, but I'm counting it anyway)

If I were a animal I would be:
Choice: a fox
Reality: a bat

If I were a direction I would be:
Choice: left
Reality: left

If I were a piece of furniture I would be:
Choice: an elegant canopy bed
Reality: a lumpy recycled couch, with change between the cushions

If I were a historical figure I would be:
Choice: Caligula, bitch! MWAHAHAHA! [is stabbed]
Reality: Jane Austen. xD

If I were a liquid I would be:
Choice: mercury
Reality: water. bo-ring.

If I were a tree I would be:
Choice: birch
Reality: I've no clue. [laughs]

If I were a flower/plant I would be:
Choice: a fern
Reality: the sort of ivy that creeps up garden walls. [laughs]

If I were a kind of weather I would be:
Choice: very cloudy, cold, but with a bit of sun shining through
Reality: foggy <3

If I were a musical instrument I would be:
Choice: a cello
Reality: a koto, because Adrienne wants to PLAY ME. XD

If I were an emotion I would be:
Choice: excitement
Reality: anger

If I were a color I would be:
Choice: white
Reality: blue

If I were a vegetable I would be:
Choice: a potato = all-purpose and tasty!
Reality: a potato = kinda fat and scruffy-looking. XD

If I were a sound I would be:
Choice: rain or a waterfall
Reality: the dull thudding of a plastic trashbin lid

If I were an element I would be:
Choice: water
Reality: water

If I were a car I would be:
Choice: something sleek and European...!
Reality: a beat-up Pinto, on fire. [laughs]

If I were a song I would be:
Choice: Leeca by Gackt, or Stonde by The Ten Tenors
Reality: BEAST OF BLOOD [laughs]

If I were a movie I would be directed by:
Choice: Joe Wright...god, Pride & Prejudice was such a pretty movie.
Reality: some boring indie movie director. XD

If I were a book I would be written by:
Choice: Vivian Vande Velde
Reality: Vivian Vande Velde

If I were a food I would be:
Choice: a cute and delicious dessert [laughs]
Reality: a bean and cheese burrito. hell, those things are fucking good (and my favourite), I'm not complaining. XD

If I were a place I would be:
Choice: somewhere cold with a lot of trees
Reality: the Mediterranean

If I were a material I would be:
Choice: silk. <3
Reality: cheap and scratchy wool.

If I were a taste I would be:
Choice: hazelnut
Reality: tortilla chip...? kind of bland but sometimes rather flavourful, depending on what you do to it. [laughs]

If I were a scent I would be:
Choice: something showery and fresh and masculine.
Reality: a damp towel.

If I were a word I would be:
Choice: anathema
Reality: mercurial

If I were an object I would be:
Choice: a ring. I don't know.
Reality: a treasure chest! [laughs] I don't know this one, either. (Obviously.)

If I were a body part I would be:
Choice: hand? What is with these questions...hahaha...
Reality: an ear.

If I were a facial expression I would be:
Choice: a smirk
Reality: confusion

If I were a cartoon character I would be:
Choice: one of the sailor senshi! WOO.
Reality: Daria Morgendorffer. xD;;

If I were a shape I would be a:
Choice: star
Reality: square. which is fine. square is top of cool shape in the world!

If I were a number I would be:
Choice: nine
Reality: eighteen, which still reduces to nine. (1 + 8 = 9, yeah?)


Oy, need sleep. [collapses]