pleeeeease let me get into french.

Mood: Bleh
Watching Fresh Prince
Eating those stick-y things. D:
Drinking capri sun, again


Waaaaaa. I hope I get into French! The teacher was actually really nice and she said I had a good chance of getting in. I hope so. Maybe my major being French will help me out. Wink wink nudge nudge. XD

Ahhhhh. [prays to internet god!] XD

EDIT:
I GOT INTO FRENCH! Woot! I'm so happeh. :D

bah!

Mood: Conflicted
Reading my textbook. D:
Playing Animal Crossing: Wild World
Eating nothing. [stomach grumbles] ><
Drinking Capri Sun :3


[punches adrienne] D:
Russian is hard. D:

Besides that, I thought I'd share an uninteresting fact: I am apparently so lame I get heel blisters while I sit. D: What the fuck. [laughs, rubs feet] I was perfectly fine, then I sit in class for over an hour, get up and walk out, and all of a sudden I'm in agony. What the hell. [laughs]

Other than that, I dearly hope French is still open in case I change my mind about wanting to be CHALLENGED. D:

More like mentally challenged. [cries, is going to fail] I'm just going to catch bugs. At least I can do that relatively well. [slams net into tree, sells to tom nook] D:

first day of school. unfortunately.

Mood: Miserable
Listening to Georgie Boy - Pete Yorn
Eating whatever I don't drop. ):
Drinking AZGT


I can't remember having a worse day.

First on the "Fuck you!" pile, I didn't get any sleep. At all. Not an hour, minute, second—nothing. Just couldn't sleep. Get ready, look amazingly nice for once, go to school, and BAM it's ruined because of the weather (I've never been so sweaty), and walking up hills back and forth like four times. Forgot my inhaler so my asthma was killing me.

I managed to write a check for my parking permit and textbooks, and I was feeling good about myself until I realized she didn't include the cost of the permit. So I had to cross stuff out on the check and it was sloppy and annoying. Kept having to run into bathrooms because it was so hot, and water on your face feels really good when it's hot. Unless it's sweat. DX

Russian teacher was nice, luckily. I don't know if that'll make it any easier to learn. Made a conversational acquaintance in Janet, an older woman who's really nice. Kind of like my Caroline for this year, I suppose. [laughs]

Went to Taco Bell, spent a couple bucks on two burritos, ended up dropping one on the floor. Yay no lunch. Tried to draw, managed a pretty picture, but after that my vision wouldn't stop going double. :\

Got the most horrible stomachache that didn't go away. I was going to live with it but it eventually got so bad that, in combination with everything else, I had to go home. Good thing I went home when I did, though. Almost as soon as I entered the house, my nose started to bleed. Really bad one too...I didn't have the tissuepower for it [laughs] so I just leaned over the sink and doused my nose with cold water until it stopped.

Bleh. I need to get used to school, which was part of the problem, but most of it was just plain bad luck. So many other things went wrong (like people trying to get into the bathroom when they knew I was inside) but bleh. Just bleh.

menopause...?!

Mood: AHHHH!
Listening to Oasis - Hyde
Reading The Fate Weaver by Jill M. Phillips
Playing Animal Crossing: Wild World
Eating salad in my mind


WHY GOD WHY DID YOU HAVE TO CREATE MENOPAUSE.

My mom is ranting and crying all around the house because she needs to do a resume. We offer to help her and she refuses, saying we won't help her. WHAT. THE. FUCK! [just shoots self]

already quit one RP!

Mood: Irritated
Listening to Luna - Moonspell
Eating salad


Well, on my previous post I mentioned making new friends, like Rane! Never mind. She lost my respect with a single statement on the discussion thread of her RP.

"I know you guys like Yaoi, and all that junk. But, it seriously bothers me. And that's also part of the reason I 'may' or 'may not' quit."

She's very religious, and when any mention of yaoi was brought up in the discussion thread, I told it to stop. (It NEVER came up in the actual RP, because it had nothing to do with anything.) I didn't want to offend her or make her uncomfortable because I respected her beliefs. But with that, she lost the respect.

I said:

"Well, if that's how you're going to be, then fine. We can all find something else to do, or at least I can (I'm not speaking for everyone else, they can do it themselves). I won't lie, I don't like your reasons because I feel it has nothing to do with the actual RP.

I respect your beliefs, but those are ours, and if you can't deal with it, then I guess it's good you're considering quitting the RP. Just so you know, people like this are everywhere, and you can't avoid them forever.

And yes, this very much means I'm quitting this RP, whether you are or not. What a shame; it was a good idea."

Lys is up for use somewhere else now, though. Yippee. Hopefully I can find a good RP home for him. Somewhere deserving. And somewhere tolerant. ]:

obsessed with RPing

Mood: Sick
Listening to MacArthur Park - Dumbledore the First
Watching nothing, but still considering HP.
Eating pizza
Drinking salabat


Ahh! I'm so obsessed with RPing lately. I'm not feeling so well at all, but I keep dragging myself back on because writing is helping me ignore it. I'm feeling write-y, so perhaps it'll get me back into The Contest, which has been sadly ignored for much too long. [pets crispin] I just need to do other things for now...my project attention span is sadly quite short. I'm surprised I even got to chapter nineteen in my story. o_o

But anyway, if anyone is looking for a pretty good RP community with nice people, Surreal * Twilight has become my drug; let it be yours, too. My only sadness is that there aren't as many girls; I'm not as comfortable RPing with guys because they're usually not open to things involving pretty men and yaoi. But this is a really open bunch from what I've seen (I've seen guys playing both girls and gays, and boys who like yaoi), so it's actually fairly cool. ^^

It's helping me get over my depression (I'm really depressed lately) because I'm making new friends there, like Rane, Loki, Tomosaki-san, and Zel. It's a nice place and I'm glad I found it. I'm also really happy that my After School Nightmare RP is taking off. The first day or two, no one was interested, but after a while (and after I posted some pimpage in my sig), people started posting character profiles. By some strange coincidence, Lokichan's character couldn't have been used unless another character had a twin, and mine did, so she jumped in. ^^

Ugh, I'm so sick, too. I don't know how I picked up a cold. Maybe it was from my brother or when I went to the doctor (people coughing all over everything), but every time I go to the doctor I pour on the hand sanitizer like crazy, since they put a huge bottle out everywhere you go. My throat's all sore, which I thought was just my new inhaler, but no...sick sick sick. My grandma made me some salabat (my doctor told me to drink it, even), which is some sort of ginger tea. Really helped with just half a cup of it; it doesn't hurt to swallow anymore. I hate ginger, but it was fresh and she put sugar in, so it actually tasted good, with a nice little spice to it.

Anyway, I'm rambling, and because I'm feeling so gross, guess I'll go watch HP. :3

Someone left the cake out in the rain!

we're breaking up.

Mood: Triumphant
Watching Fresh Prince...but I'm in the mood for a HP marathon. o.o'
Reading nothing...I finished HP. ]:
Playing Animal Crossing: Wild World
Drinking orange soda


Dear Firefox,

Alas, our relationship has come to an end. You have frozen on me far too many times. I can't open a webpage without you closing up for some unknown reason; why couldn't you just open up to me?! It doesn't matter now. I've found someone else: Opera. Oh, I know you know Opera, so maybe this won't come as such a huge surprise. (It's kind of dirty—I'm writing this on Opera as we speak!) You can't really blame me, though, with the way you've been acting since version 2.0! You...changed. And not for the better. You should have seen this coming with your total buggy-ness. I'm sorry. It's the same as before: I left Internet Explorer for you, and now I leave you for Opera. However, I hope we can still be acquaintances; after all, I need something to count on when absolutely nothing else works.

Best regards,
-x

trains...

Mood: Crying
Listening to Leeca - Gackt (probably not the best song to listen to right now...)
Reading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
Playing Animal Crossing: Wild World
Drinking AZGT


I already miss her so much.