Monday, September 1, 2008

roleplaying ahoy

Mood: Cheerful
Listening to Girl Meets Girl - SuG
Watching Home Improvement
Reading Eternal Love - Takaoka Mizumi
Drinking Sprite

GAH.

Calix is an idiot, joining about 0954095405 different roleplay forums, not to mention starting one, right before school starts. Shit. [laughs] School in one day, aaah. I don't know how I'll manage; summer was so long and delicious. All that mansex. Ahhh. I hope I don't fall out of the mood for it because of school, though. That would suck majorly. ]:

WELL ANYWAY I started one so if any yaoi-loving, J-rock-listening-to (o.o) roleplayers out there wanna help me out with expanding this bitch, please join~

~FanService~

Loooove~
Well, more like Maaaanloooove~ ^^

Saturday, August 16, 2008

...

It's over.

Friday, August 15, 2008

hoshit it's been a while

Mood: Bored
Listening to Émeraude - Lareine
Watching George Lopez Show. snrrk.
Reading Chronicles of the Grim Peddler - Lee Jeong-Ah
Playing SC4, but craving some Sims
Drinking strawberry melon juice~


Poor, neglected blog. It's almost back to school time, it seems.... I hope this doesn't mean my RP time is up. It's what I live for. [sobs] Well, this is really just a short note, I guess, not even a post. Hahaha.

Calix's Schedule:
ROLEPLAY
COMPLAIN ABOUT RPING
SLEEP
REPEAT

Fuck, I need a job. Hahaha. Even more so now that my mom really wants to move out, and since we're going to get a place together, I've gotta help out with the moneys. It's strange that I should be so excited and happy about my parents finally splitting up (for real, it better be final), but really, it's about time. Everyone needs to move on, and I'm happy my brother's marriage/moving out is finally putting that in motion. ♥

Anyway, if I seem to be dead because I never post, just make sure and check out the artblog. I'm always posting there and on deviantART, so if either is active, that obviously means I am too. X3

Ciao for now, fuckers~

Sunday, June 22, 2008

feeling so much better!

Mood: Crampy but good...!
Reading Tarot Café 7
Playing MySims :3
Drinking water

[health]
Well! First things first! I've actually gotten better! After three weeks of being virtually bedridden, I actually went out and did things this weekend and didn't feel too awful for it. Maybe my birthday, maybe the full moon ON my birthday, maybe the medication and tons of water! XD But I'm glad I'm still alive. Jeeesus, for the longest there I thought God was plotting slow, agonizing murder. D:

[tarot café]
IS NOW AT AN END. Sob sob sob. But it was excellent. I love Belus sooooo much. He has always been one of my dearest loves, and this volume just cemented his GOD status. He's beautiful. I just wanna eat him for breakfast. Pour some strawberries on him. He's so yummy~

If you don't think that's some damn sexy shit right there, you need a doctor.


[roleplaying]
DAMN. Way too addicted to RPing right now. Mostly on Surreal*Twilight, but Riku and Flaming-Scorpion convinced me to sign up at this place called Cog, so I did, but it's scary and confusing. Riku is being nice and doing an RP with me so I can get INTO it. Her character's so frightening though. XD;;

S*T is pretty scary itself at the moment. Ahaha. It seems all my roles demand RAPE. This is awesome, but I feel so bad for the poor people. They're always adorable and I love them, and it's just like "Well, too bad, RAPE RAPE RAPE!" XD It's all right. It'll get better later. I hope.
[blames loki] .__.;;

It's tons of fun, though. n__n At the moment my favorite is a J-rock rivalry deal I'm doing with Loki. It's like...so brutally WRONG right now (let's just say her character has a busted nose, a bad headache most likely, and can't even stand, let alone walk). XDDD;; Poor Eiri. Haha. I hope he tries to get revenge on Haruna (my character). He so deserves it. Yes, I wish punishment on my own sick character. XD

Ah, RPing is...so deliciously wrong. X3

Thursday, June 12, 2008

still alive for now.

Mood: Sad
Listening to Hannya - Kaya
Reading The Ladies of Grace Adieu - Susanna Clarke
Playing Hotel Dusk
Drinking water


Can you believe it? I'm still alive. Barely. Going to try and set up an appointment tomorrow and see what bullshit they give me.

Wishing for luck nonetheless.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

I must be dying.

Mood: Utterly Horrible.
Listening to Pourriture Noble - Kaya
Eating too sick to eat
Drinking water


Bleh. I really want to go to the emergency room but I know they're not going to help me, as usual. Instead I will lie in bed and die of a perforated intestine, after I puke the entire contents of my colon up. Pleasant.

I really don't know what to do, but I'm not feeling so great at all.

I was fine until the nausea came on. That's never a good sign.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

thank you, teachers!

Mood: Pleasantly Surprised
Listening to White Shaman - Soft Ballet


I passed all my classes with grades above Cs. T___T <3

Friday, May 9, 2008

vice artblog open

Mood: Happy
Listening to Eguru Shoudou - D
Drinking juice :3


Finally got off my lazy ass and fixed up the artblog, and now it's good to go. Soooooo...check it out, baybeh.

VICE

'Cause we're sexay. D:

Saturday, May 3, 2008

happy birthday, klaha

Mood: Content
Listening to Red Room ~garasu no hana~ - Klaha
Playing Mario Kart Wii
Eating rolled tacos X3
Drinking cream soda


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KLAHA!!!
I hope you're well and that you come back to us soon. We're all waiting for you. ^^


Friday, April 11, 2008

I'm not going blind!

Mood: Heavy (I d'know...)
Listening to Wakusei - Sakurai Atsushi
Watching CSI: Miami. Seemed like I kept catching episodes of it every time I turned the tv on. D:
Playing Brawl, of course.
Eating Hot Cheetos o.o
Drinking Sprite


So I went to the ophthalmologist (I hope I spelled that right; my browser's not marking it wrong, at least) this morning to get a better look at the retinal holes my optometrist discovered last month. Luckily, they told me there's only one small hole and that since it's in the bottom of my eye, gravity won't pull the retina down and let fluids in easily, which is a relief. I still have lots of thin spots in both eyes, so I have to get checked pretty regularly to make sure no new holes or tears form. Ugh, I hate getting my pupils dilated and having to drive home right after, but I guess that's better than going blind, eh? D:

Apparently, I also had the best vision of any patient they were seeing at that same time. That's just sad. [laughs] My vision isn't too horrible, but it's definitely in the junior high school of vision loss. D:

Currently Adrienne and I are trying to figure out a blog for both of us...should be listed in our profiles but I set it to private as it's still under construction and is likely to be for a while. I'll say something and post it in the links when it's done, surely.

We finally got our official "studio" together, kinda, at least in this way. We couldn't figure out a name so I suggested VICE, which was the band name I came up with for Popomundo. [slaps forehead] XD But she pointed out that the name actually holds meaning, since all we really focus on are sexy men who fuck other sexy men. [laughs] n_n;; So I guess it's okay. D:

Anyway, look out for that, and hopefully we can get to work on some sexy collabs and individual work to post. <3

Friday, March 7, 2008

how I missed you, computer.

Mood: Icky
Listening to Dream About You - Stevie B ...I really need to make a karaoke-sounding 90s song playlist. u_u;;
Watching A Haunting
Playing PW3...must FINISH!
Eating headache pills D:

(if this posts eighty times, FUCK YOU BLOGGER.)

Well, my power cord replacement came in early [loves when this happens, which is all the time] so I'm on my own computer again, woohoo! HERE I AM AGAIN COMPUTER I LOVE YOU SORRY FOR BEING MEAN SOMETIMES BUT I MISSED YOU D:

[swallows down something for sinus headache] AUGH. My headache went away yesterday but now the horrible pressure is back with a vengeance. I really hope it's my sinuses and not a brain tumor threatening a hemispherical takeover...! I've got the yuckiest feeling right at the bridge of my nose, though, so I'm pretty sure the pain's my sinuses....I hope. D: Maybe a nap's in order! (When am I not sleeping, though?)

Brawl is getting closer...! OMG!!!1 Why am I not freaking out more. Sunday releases are a bit funny, but hey...! I'm not complaining.
"I'm deeply upset that you are not releasing this game on Tuesday. Please knock the date back two more agonizing days. Sakurai has sent his somewhat sincere delay regrets to us about twelve times already. One more delay is not that big a deal anymore."

Some semi-important news: I opened my short story blog to anyone, so we'll see how that goes. Any threat of theft (as if anyone would want to, but you can never tell) or weirdos and it's going back under the covers. D: I really wanna revamp the damn sidebar, because it's getting long and I just need things to be COMPACT. It's easier on my eyes...and my shitty 1024x768 resolution. D:

Being off my computer has put me into a slight writing mood, so I may do a little something here and there. The Contest, I fear, is on hiatus, despite everything I told Adrienne. Ha ha, sorry about that. [scratches neck nervously, hopes she doesn't get beat up] D: But who knows...! That story pops into my head at the most random times, so even if I don't write an actual chapter, I may do a related one-shot or something (which I am kinda craving). You never know with those pesky boys. Valentine likes to worm his way into everything, so. Eh heh heh. D:

We shall see. D:

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

quick post

Mood: Brain Tumor-y
Watching Forensic Files
Reading The Walking Dead - Robert Kirkman; Batman: Child of Dreams - Kia Asamiya


Well, my laptop power cord died so I won't be online (or even on my computer) for quite some time. I'm writing this on reserve battery, which unfortunately didn't charge all the way before the damn thing sparked. I doubt anyone cares, but there you go. I should be getting a new one in next week, so we'll see if it works for me. I really hope it does. I can't last without my computer. No homework, no writing or drawing (at least not easily), and no seme. T_T

At least Brawl is coming out Sunday, so that'll give me something to occupy my time with. Mwahaha! MARTH POWAAAAH!

Sunday, March 2, 2008

whoops, where've I been....

Mood: Bored
Listening to At Least We Tried - Moby/Freedom Bremner...I really love bad karaoke-sounding songs.
Watching maybe Beowulf later. I have a feeling it'll be bad....
Reading about Rolly's sad school days. XD
Playing Sims 2, Dofus
Eating bad easter candy... DX
Drinking cream soda (it seems I drink nothing else these days...no wonder I'm turning into a lard-ass.)


Well! It certainly has been a little bit since I've last blogged! (According to the DJSTFC, it is all I do and I should get a life. Strange, since I rarely ever post.) D:

[ennui]
I've been spending my free time playing Dofus again. Yes, DOFUS! I never really wanted to play it because it was too full of morons and too hard to level up, but since they opened the US/Canada beta test server, I jumped aboard. Come on, five times the experience! My Iop character Miel is already to level 25 in only about three days of combined play time, and I've got an Osa boy at level 15 with about three hours of play (and Osas are soooo slow in battles because of their summons). It's wonderful. [laughs, claps] It's also lovely because the world is so wonderfully uncrowded. You can actually move around without a bunch of retarded assholes crowding you and challenging you/proposing an exchange every two seconds.

Also been playing the Sims 2 since I finally got a CD/DVD drive to make up for the busted one on my laptop. [growls] It's been yeeeears since the game came out and only now can I play it. Pathetic! But fun. [laughs] I made a whole bunch of pretty men (and some girls too, yeah) so I'm thinking about renaming my neighborhood MANLAND. D: I even made the Contest boys, but the one who seems to come around most often is Crispin, sitting in people's ugly houses and being angry at their TV sets as random men in bad clothes stalk him. D:



I even made sims of myself and Adrienne. They like to fuck a lot. u_u;;;


[les dessins]
I've been drawing a bit more lately and taking a break from writing, even though I wrote a tiny bit today. Just got irritated at eternally unfinished Little Red Riding Hood story and so finished it, even though the ending sucks...! I'm considering opening my short story blog to the public, but that kinda scares me with all the thieves out there. :\

Right now I'm working on a pretty "big" project. Just a piece of fanart of Iori Yagami (KOF), randomly enough. I don't know why I put so much effort into it, but it's turning out to be one of my better paintings. I really wanted to get used to painting as opposed to simply coloring lineart, and it's turning out pretty well, I think.



Since then I've added more detail to his lips and taken out the lineart (which was just a guide). Next I've gotta shade his clothes, finish his legs (yes, it's actually a full-body picture...isn't that AMAZING?!), and add other details. It's fun to work on but pretty frustrating. It's really rewarding to work on something and see it turning out better than you expected, though. Makes me want to work more than one day on all my pictures from now on. X3


Man, Iori is so cool. D:


[à l'université]
School's been keeping me fairly busy-ish, especially French. Twenty pages of workbook each week is seriously just way too much for my fragile little non-multitasking brain to take...! But these last two chapters were short and easyish so I hope it continues this trend. I've been noticing that the last chapters in the book have close to no vocabulary, so I wonder what's going on. Maybe it's time for VERBS and GRAMMAR. Yesss. Challenging, but a lot more fun than memorizing weird vocabulary words that have to do with North African cuisine, that's for sure. (Seriously, I don't need or want to know how to make couscous....)

I think midterms are coming up soon, though I technically only have a midterm for mythology (my other classes keep to evenly-placed exam schedules) this semester's going by so fast and yet so unbearably slowly. I just want it to be spring break already. Too bad my seme won't be visiting then. [sniffles] I don't want to wait until summer. It's not faaaair. ):


Anyway, I guess that's enough of my boring life for today...!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

short story blog

Mood: Greasy? D:
Listening to Innermost... - Közi
Reading Yoshiki's Picnic. HAHAHAHA.
Drinking water


Well! For some reason school feels harder this semester when I've got same (and less) classes than I had last semester. No fair, I wanna write this time around! I figured I'd make a blog for short stories, because I have lots of shorter stories that I'd like to post somewhere, even if no one else reads them.

If you're interested, I can invite you, but mostly it will just be liek. Two people. I don't trust most people anyway. [laughs]

[Unrequited Love Song]

Currently writing Unrequited, which is BL, soooouuu if you're not into that, too bad. D:

EDIT
I changed that blog to Velvet Blind, which brought a change of address. Not that it matters to anyone, but. Yeah.

Saturday, February 2, 2008

happy imbolc!

Mood: Cheerful
Listening to Taiji - Sakurai Atsushi (yeah, I've got it on repeat at the moment) D:
Playing Endless Ocean
Eating cookies o.o
Drinking water


Happy Imbolc! Spring is on its way now, and I'm going to shrug off everything that's irritating me (namely the DJSTFC, who've caused me to disable comments on that annoying Daniel Johns post) and start fresh. I'm already beginning to procrastinate with school, which is pretty bad, considering it's only the third week, so I'll probably try and promise myself to be better about that. Hopefully I don't get such a killer migraine again; I think it's the worst I've ever had.

The Contest is really getting going (after only forty-five chapters XD), so I'll also be working on that a few days out of the week if I can pull myself to do it. Must get it all together for Adrienne. [laughs] Manfucking, ahooooy! /o/
I swear, the Count's manor is cursed. Every pretty boy who enters will be RAPED, apparently. D: The poor baby never gets a break from all the drama. And that is because I am a sadist who likes to emotionally torture her characters until they break. D: Hahaha. All right, I'm not THAT bad, okay? Give me a break, I always bring them rewards and happiness at the end of their long, rape-filled roads...!

Well, enough of random posting for today. Just wanted to wish everyone a happy Imbolc and happy spring to come. ^^
(Yes, and include random Contest news for those who don't care.) D:

Thursday, January 31, 2008

marth! marth! marth!

Mood: Happy
Listening to Meaningless Love - UTIOG
Watching Forensic Files
Playing Link's Crossbow Training o.o;




I'm so glad he's in SSBB, so I had to draw a pretty picture of him. Unfortunately, I am now utterly in love with it.
I love you, my Lovely, Lovely Mars.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

the daniel johns sweatband fan tribute club

Mood: Highly Amused
Watching The Investigators
Reading Boy Princess - Kim Seyoung
Playing Phoenix Wright: Trials and Tribulations, Resident Evil: The Umbrella Chronicles
Drinking soda


Man, what a bunch of r-tards. D:

There's...really nothing more to add. The comments speak for themselves, and they just keep coming. XD I can't believe they don't realize it's not even a serious post. Yeah, I think he's hideous, and yeah, I don't like Silverchair, but it is a joke. [laughs] But I shouldn't even have to explain that. D:

I have no idea how they're all finding it. But it's funny. [laughs]