Thursday, December 28, 2006

AAHJKJFHKLADHKJAHAAAAHHH!

Mood: Pissed
Listening to Beast of Blood - Malice Mizer
Playing Devil May Cry, Super Princess Peach
Drinking Orange Fanta

I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH CHURCH AND I WILL NEVER GO BACK AGAIN. PERIOD. [SCREAMS]

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

I hate kris aquino.

Mood: Lazy
Listening to I Don't Feel Like Dancin' - The Scissor Sisters
Reading The Ladies of Grace Adieu by Susanna Clarke
Playing Devil May Cry
Eating Wheat Thins :3
Drinking water


Okay, I have an angry rant. But before I get to it, the obligatory "what I got for christmas" list. Which is here, because I don't want to do it again. Anyway, onto ranting...!



I HATE THIS BITCH.


Why? Only because she's the most obnoxious human being ever to walk the earth. If you don't know who she is, which is the most likely case, here's a quick rundown. Kris Aquino is apparently the only host available in the Philippines, as she hosts just about every show on television. She even hosts the Filipino version of Deal or No Deal. No, I'm not kidding, she does. She's also a shitty actress who should stick to acting, because then she just recites lines written for her, which aren't nearly as obnoxious as the shit that spews from her mouth normally.

She's the kind of person that you can't stand for more than two minutes. Just listen to her whiny voice and you'll know what I mean. It's kind of like sometimes she needs to pee, but she's holding it in, and jumping around, whining at everyone. But that's just the surface. If anything, her personality is the absolute worst. Never have I witnessed a more nosy bitch in action. (Yeah, so her father was assassinated and it was a pretty big thing back in the eighties, and her mother was the first Asian female president, but that gives her no right to act like a whiny, stupid-ass brat. ...At least not to such an extreme extent.)

On Pilipinas, Game KNB? (some game show with some of the most stupidly easy trivia questions), she frequently--no, always--asks the contestants highly personal questions. Shit like: "Do you have a boyfriend?" "How much money do you make working there?" "Do you love your wife?" "How do you wash your hair?" "Why don't you lose some weight?" "Why are your teeth so crooked?" And not only does she ask them one inappropriate question. She watches them squirm in obvious discomfort and continues with the inappropriate line of questioning. What a bitch!

Today, I watched as she asked a woman about her wavy hair...! Innocent enough, for the questions she usually asks, the bitch. The woman had hair like mine--thick, wavy, coarse. She said that she only shampooed her hair every three days to keep it from drying out, and Kris Aquino literally gasped in disgust and horror. What an ignorant BITCH! People with hair like mine do not need to wash their hair every day. In fact, it's actually bad, and dries hair out and adds to the frizziness. Oh, but I'm not done yet...!

On a past show, I recall her questioning an awkward young man. She asked the usual question that really is none of her business: "Do you have a girlfriend?" and he said that, no, he didn't. Then she asked, "Why?" in her usual fashion, as if someone would know why they didn't have a girlfriend/boyfriend. Then she got to asking him if he was gay, and he shyly and uncomfortably replied that yes, he was. Then she kept questioning him! And guess what! The bitch had fucking OUTED him to his parents on television.

....[Aquino] was involved with then Paranaque mayor (ex PBA basketball player and actor/tv host Joey Marquez), who she later split in a tumultuous ending, allegeding that Marquez pointed a gun at her face, and also gave her venereal disease.
--from her Wikipedia page

[cracks up] That's just what she deserves. I really want to be on one of her shows. Watch her ask me something completely irrelevant that's none of her business. Watch me shut her up.

I hate Kris Aquino. What a bitch.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

I want to change my calendar already.

Mood: PMS-y
Watching The First 48, Fresh Prince of Bel Air
Drinking water

I hate how my internet never works when I most want it to. Jerk. ><

Hmmm, I'm really bored and I'm not in the mood to do much of anything. I'd draw more lineart for Adrienne to color but I'm not even in the mood for drawing. Still. I think that maybe I'll write a little. It's relaxing and doesn't take much effort once I get going, and it boosts my creativity, so maybe it'll help me in the drawing department, too.

I'm currently at some lame dinner scene in this story I'm writing for Adrienne. Ooh, ahh. [laughs] This is going to take a while to end, at this rate. Usually I have a set idea of where a story is going, but for this one all I've got is a vague and basic outline, so I'm pretty much making it all up as I go along. Highly unusual for me. That is, unless I'm doing something that isn't completely serious, and this is just for fun, really. Usually I run into dead ends when I make things up as I go along, but RPing seems to have helped me with this sort of thing. Yay. <3

I finally got a new mattress yesterday. I actually woke up pain-free today, and I slept faster too. Yesss, comfortable smut. D: Except now I'm in pain everywhere, and I've got a headache, and cramps, and everything...arrrgh. On top of that, I've got an annoying cold that won't go away. I could really use a nice back rub. [laughs] And extra-cheese pizza, and peanut butter cookies, and some scrambled eggs. Mmm.... D:

p.s.
New surveys posted.

Friday, December 22, 2006

oh fine, christmas: you cool, homie.

Mood: Rapey
Listening to Bad Communication - B'z; Rollergirl - Apoptygma Berzerk; Kyomu No Naka De No Yuugi - Malice Mizer
Reading Nature's Resurrection: A Christmas Spectacular!!!
Playing Luigi's Mansion. Aww, such a cute game!

So...! Starting from when I opened Adrienne's present (early; I swear I was going to wait!), my christmas got a lot nicer. [cries over the letter again] Mmm, she even drew me the sexiest man...! And he's all texturey and pretty-shade-y and beautiful. Oh my god, it's wonderful. <3 She got me The Ladies of Grace Adieu, by Susanna Clarke, which is related to Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell. I can't wait to read it but she says I have to wait until christmas. [laughs] I guess I'll just have to be a patient uke...! <3

(and a cheap uke. [sobs, miserably and poorly])

Just now I read Azrael's christmas-themed story based on our RP over at MUU...and it's fucking GREAT! You ought to read it but I doubt you will! Too bad for you! Even though you don't really know about the RP, it's a lot of fun and doesn't require much background, or any at all. It's brilliant. He captured my characters (Furian and Liyun) so well, and everyone else's too. It's so much fun. D:

Nature's Resurrection: A Christmas Spectacular

Yay, hopefully actual christmas doesn't turn out as bad as I thought it would. ^^

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

pointless as hell.

Mood: Bored.
Watching HP3
Eating some Mexican crackerbiscuitcookie things. o_O
Drinking Sprite

My brother ended up buying a $145 purse for my mom instead of whatever $100 wallet she asked for. Uhm, helloooooo? I would've gone for the cheaper thing. [laughs] Whatever, I think she'll like it anyway. Maybe. He says I'm not getting Bust a Groove, which sucks because it was the only thing I asked for this year. :\ But I'm wondering if he's LYING. He's done it before.... Who knows. D:

I think Kellie already left for India. I didn't even get to talk to her before she left, if that's the case. ):

I feel like writing lately, but I don't know exactly what I should be writing. I suppose I can just keep working on this boring, lame story I'm doing for Adrienne. I need to spice it up, but that's probably not going to happen. [laughs] It's...terrible. ): It's got a terrible story, terrible writing, terrible EVERYTHING! [laughs] I don't know what to do to fix it. It's just going to stay boring. :\

For writing, I like to do stuff for the MUU RP but as everyone's going to be busy for christmas, I doubt it's going to be very active. :\ My plans for my characters (Furian and Liyun) are decidedly much different from everyone else's plans, but that's fine. I don't like stories that don't have anything else going on besides the plot. Take a few detours, have a little fun with your characters. It's so boring otherwise.

"Why don't you run along and play with your chemistry set!"
[runs along] D:

p.s. the site for The Golden Compass is totally sexy.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

I hate christmas.

Mood: Angrr
Listening to Ecstasy - ATB; Syunikiss - Malice Mizer


Why doesn't anyone listen to me? When I tell a person, "Yes, I know what item mom wants, but I don't know exactly which one," then they really oughtn't get angry when they ask me to go shopping (so I can point it out, presumably) and I tell them, "Well how am I supposed to know which one to get? I told you I didn't know which one it is."

God, people are stupid, and no matter how many times I say something, they never fucking listen.

My mom wants a wallet. That's all I know, and I never claimed to know which one she wanted. I just know it was a wallet. I wasn't aware the exact image of an item--colour, design, and all--was supposed to pop up in my head when my mom tells me, "I want a wallet."

So don't get angry at me, asshole. That's your fault, not mine.


Christmas is terrible, and this one is just taking the big, fat Terrible Cake. I take back anything I've said before. There are no more holidays.

I am greater than you.

Mood: Sick
Listening to Clear - Minerve; Dinner Lady Arms - The Darkness
Drinking Ovaltine...I think it's tampered with, though. [stops] o_o;



KLAHA ATTACK! For some reason I'm really proud of this...! And it's just a lame oekaki, aww. I think I'm beginning to get it back again. And the even greater fact, which amazes even me, is that I didn't use a reference for it and it still looks exactly like him. [dances] I'm awesome. D:

I drew a little Belus, too. He's adorable. I wanna dip him in milk and eat him. [laughs] I suppose this is my way of telling anyone who actually sees this to go to my fucking oekaki board and draw something. It's lonely, and it needs friends. ):

My throat really hurts and I'm tired, so I'm going to sleep. D:

Sunday, December 10, 2006

my body does not like traffic?

Mood: Coughy. COFFEE!
Listening to Deatta Hi No Mama, Chameleon no Seppun, Stay in the Rain - Klaha
Eating Hot Cheetos. Oooh yeeeah. High school, bitch...!
Drinking "water"

So yesterday my dad and I went to LA. I was fine on the way up there, and almost throughout the entire time we were there, but then my lungs started killing me, so I used my inhaler. I don't like to, because it makes me shake sometimes, but I couldn't breathe.

Then when we were on the freeway, heading home, we kept hitting traffic, and then the second or third time, I started to freak out because I still couldn't breathe. My fingers were getting really tingly and I was shaking a lot, and I was thinking, "Oh my god, I'm going to die because we're stuck in traffic...!" [laughs] My dad was trying to get me to calm down, but I couldn't.

Then we finally stopped and got out of the car and I was a lot better. [laughs] My dad told me I probably had an anxiety attack, and that I'd probably overmedicated myself...! [didn't] I was thinking, "Why should I suddenly have a panic attack now?!" Then I remembered the time where my legs went paralyzed and tingly and I started freaking out, thinking I was going to DIE, and the paramedics came over and were liek, "You're freaking out, calm doooown!" xD It was the same thing...!

Now I'm starting to wonder if this sort of shit is going to become routine for me.... I know Kellie gets this aaaaaall the time. That's scary. [cries] I don't want it to happen that often. ;__;

[just thinks happy, smutty thoughts] D:

Thursday, December 7, 2006

omg I want this movie now.

Mood: Excited

I wish The Golden Compass would just come out already. It's looking greater and greater with every new picture I see.

My hopes for this movie weren't THAT high before, but now that the cast is together and pictures are starting to surface, I'm thinking that it's going to be damned good. God, I just hope they don't butcher it. [crosses fingers] But...

Seriously.

Daniel Craig wasn't even in my head when people were discussing possible choices for Lord Asriel but I think he looks damned good for the part. I'm not a Nicole Kidman fan but even she's growing on me for Mrs. Coulter. And the girl they picked to play Lyra so far looks just about right. Daaaaamn, I'm excited. >< !!!!

Today was such a good day. [squeaks happily] How will I sleep now?!

Wednesday, December 6, 2006

universal pictures. omg rely. yes, really.

Mood: Relieved
Listening to Gackt

All right. I said I would possibly post pictures from Universal, and here they are. I'd rather deliver than...not deliver.... Yeah. >> This was like...over a week ago. Whoops. Well, I only now received the pictures. Not my fault. [laughs]

I'm not really going to go into some detailed account of what we did that day. Just...captions for pictures. Ugly pictures. [shudders]
Note: click on them for larger images. They open in new windows, tabs, what have you.

The six in our group (all my brother's friends, pretty much) entering through that citywalk place. I think that's what it's called...it doesn't matter. D: Guess which one I am! Yes, you got it! The blue ape all the way down the street. [nods] Correct!


Yep, look at that big green bastard. Not so jolly now, is he...! Oh, wait. [sees the hat] :\ By the way, the other two are Reeny (my brother's girlfriend) and Alma (friend). Look at her face...! XD


One of those annoying spurty fountain thingies. THIS, Adrienne, is what I was talking about in the fountain dream! Except they were all...flowing upwards...and had fish floating at the top. Everyone: what.
Anyway, some annoying kid was running through these when we came back at night. Maybe he was just trying to hide the fact that he'd wet his pants. Pants-wetting seems to be a running theme for me today....


My brother and some random fat girl posing with umbrellas.


Alma, the random fat girl again, and Reeny. That girl is holding my shoes, and I really wish she would give them back. :\


Here is a picture of a Christmas zombie...! No. [laughs] He looked like he really wanted to go to the restroom, so I felt really bad making him stop for a picture. Which is why I have that utterly stupid smile on my face, right?


My brother and his girlfriend hugging the scariest thing ever. I refused to take a picture with Curious George.


Here we are, all posing with some random ogre. That's me, in the center.


Here we are, posing in front of a giant, dying monkey! Oh, sorry, ape. I think he just stopped there because he was tired and dying and wanted to sunbathe in the hopes that he was like Superman and the sun would renew his powers. Unfortunately, King Kong is not Superman, and I do believe he died shortly after this photo was taken.
(From left to right: some uke in a really dumb outfit, my brother, Reeny, Alma, Gerico, and Pat, standing off to the side for some reason.)


Back to the Picture...THE RIDE! XD


Waiting in line for what was probably closer to twelve minutes, not ten.


Wow, that just looks so real...! [scoffs] My annoying little backpack. Oh, but it's so USEFUL! It has all these little pockets in all the right places...!


Escalator fun, and my not-so-impressive rack.


Escalator fun, part two! My not-so-impressive back-of-the-head.


I shit you not: Wolvie is glaring at me. I was on the side he was glaring at and I went, "Wolverine, MARRY ME!" and he glared. Pah, he's definitely NO Hugh Jackman, that's for sure! [snorts] XD


Look, Solid Snake! Standing in the back corner of a game store. What has become of him. So sad.


Okay. That is all. I don't really have anything else to say, and I'm tired.

Tuesday, December 5, 2006

gimme your guitar.

Mood: Cute
Listening to Bad Communication - B'z, Solaar Pleure - MC Solaar
Playing Red Steel
Drinking water

Uhm, nothing to really say. Just wanted to say that now that the last survey is out of the way (the one in the previous post), I'll most likely be posting all my surveys on my xanga page now. [nods] In fact, I already posted one, so yeah.... >>

I went to the dentist earlier. No cavities, hooray! Possible tooth extraction in near future. Not so hooray. ):

Mmm, I want to cuddle something. [stares at seme] D:

Sunday, December 3, 2006

fill this out, bitches.

Mood: In Pain
Watching Fresh Prince
Drinking Sprite

FILL IT OUT. REALLY! ALL TWO OF YOU. XD

01. Who are you?

02. Are we friends?

03. When and how did we meet?

04. How have I affected you?

05. What do you think of me?

06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

07. How long do you think we will be friends?

08. Do you love me?

09. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you go out with me?

11. Would you kiss me?

12. Would you let me kiss you?

13. Would you hug me?

14. Would you take a shower with me?

15. Would you have sex with me?

16. Have we ever had sex?

17. Physically, what stands out?

18. Emotionally, what stands out?

19. What do you think of my personality?

20. My sense of humor?

21. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

22. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

23. Am I loveable?

24. How long have you known me?

25. Describe me in one word.

26. What was your first impression?

27. Do you still think that way about me now?

28. What do you think my weakness is?

29. Do you think I could kill someone?

30. Do you think I'll get married?

31. What do you think makes me happy?

32. What do you think makes me sad?

33. What reminds you of me?

34. Would you let me sleep in your bed?

35. Would you sit in the doctor's office with me because I didn't want to go alone?

36. How would you react if I was suddenly hospitalized?

37. If you could give me anything what would it be?

38. How well do you know me?

39. When's the last time you saw me?

40. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

Repost if you want. D:

Thursday, November 30, 2006

more stolen surveys.

Mood: Calm
Listening to Travis
Playing Sim City...! :3
Eating pizza, Shrimp Flavoured Chips
Drinking green tea

E D I T
I got a xanga. (It too is Klaha'd out.) Why? So I could comment. [laughs] But I might actually use it for surveys and quiz results. It'd keep this uncluttered and pretty. [nods] Soooo...bye surveys! xD

All right...I'd talk all about my day on monday but no one cares and I talked enough about it to Adrienne. If my brother ever sends me the pictures we took that day and I find any good enough to show, then maybe I'll talk about the day. But that is...very unlikely. [laughs]

For now, some surveys I stole!

BEDROOM SURVEY
NO LYING!!

Do you have the following in your room:

Cell phone: yes.
Chair/stool: chair.
Book shelf: sort of.
Dresser: yes.
Computer/laptop: computer, and laptop. I rarely use the pc because it's really slow and stupid.
Bean bag: no, how tacky.
Pictures: yes.
Mirror: noooooo. no no no.
Skateboard: uhm, ew. no.
Bed: no, I do not have a bed in my BEDroom. [laughs, rolls eyes]
Clothes: no, I do not wear clothes, either. D:
Plastic Giraffe: ...don't think so. [laughs] I have a mini stuffed buffalo, though...! So cute. :3
Surfboard: no. Not everyone in Southern California is a surfer...!
Smoke detector: no.
Piano/keyboard/gutiar/bass/drums: a keyboard stuffed in my closet...I don't use it. It's just stored there. o_O
Locking door: mm, yeah. So convenient for when people want to wake me up in the morning. HA! You can't get in and bug me, assholes. D:
Bottle of water: [looks around] not at the moment.
A blacklight: no, that would be kind of irritating.
Medals/ribbons: HA! yeah right. : \
Awards: same thing.
Sports equipment: nope.
CDs: yes, many.
Flag: the raven volant...!
Stop sign/any sign: sign? Uhm...don't think so.
Caution tape: ...no. o_O
Paintball gun: no.
Real Gun: YEAH! I wish. : \
Cigarettes: no, ew.
Candle: one.
Books: not many, but yes.
Nintendo: a Super Nintendo...and a Nintendo 64. The NES is in my brother's room.
Game Cube: yes.
Xbox: no thanks.
Bike: out back.
Stereo: in my closet. It's broken. It was supposed to be repaired. Three years ago.
Television: yes, the piece of shit. [pets it]
Lighter: no.
Gum: n...[thinks] no.
How many windows do you have in your room? just one. my prison...!
What is the color of your walls? white.
Hardwood floor, tile, or carpet? carpet. bleh.
Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom? mostly bathroom.
What color is your bed sheet? brown...beige...brown...ecru? XD
what's on your walls? Pictures, posters, photos. I don't know where I'll put them when we move out. I don't want to throw them away but I don't want them on my walls either. : \
Has the opposite sex been in your room before? yeah? so...?


"How old were you when you first...?"

1. Fell in love?
SIX! VEGAAAA! no. [laughs] I don't know, really. : \

2. Lost someone close to you?
Can't remember.

3. Drank alcohol?
Um, maybe eight-ish. Diiiiiisgusting. Hooooorrible.

4. smoked weed?
Never. No thanks. I'm not a punk bitch potsmoking loser.

5. Got kissed?
seventeen? How sad. [laughs]

6. Went to the hospital?
Uhm, the day I was born? [laughs] I don't think I've ever been to the hospital unless I was visiting someone.

7. Got your heart broken?
Ehm, d'know.

8. Lost a pet?
I don't think I've had a pet die...we always have to give them away for some reason. Mostly because we move. : \

9. Got arrested?
never.

10. Broken a bone?
never.

11. Got a job?
never. I'm tryiiiiiiing. ;___;

13. Got cheated on?
hopefully never. D: ...and where's 12?!

14. Went to a concert?
uuhhhhh. I might've gone when I was little but that doesn't really count because it was too long ago.

15. Got your own cell phone?
uhmm, liek, last year? I hate phones, but my dad bought me one for emergencies. I guess 'emergencies' translate into 'obsessive texting with Adrienne'...?!

16. Had 1st boy/girl friend?
sixteen? seventeen?

17. Got a myspace account?
NEVER! harharhar! losers. ...oh wait, my friend in high school forced me to make an account. So I guess when I was around seventeen? It was deleted the next day. [laughs] Doesn't count.

18. Snuck out of the house?
sneaked. I hate when people say 'snuck'. It's so low-class. Even worse when people say 'snucked'. Yes, I've heard people say that before. Oh, and the answer is never, by the way.

19. Got something pierced other than your ears?
never.

20. Got caught having sex?
when I was four...! Actually, I'm not kidding. XD But it wasn't sex, of course.This boy and I were imitating a scene we saw on a movie and we were just lying there against each other with our shirts up. [cracks up] Kids are sooo stupid. My brother wouldn't stop making fun of me for yeeeears.

21. Went on a date?
I don't think I've ever really GONE on a formal date. Lame boyfriend...! [laughs]

22. Snuck someone in your house?
never. ENOUGH WITH THE SNUCKING.

23. How old are you now?
nineteen.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

[gaaaackts]

Mood: Carsick (minus the car...)
Listening to Klaha
Drinking water

Blah. I've got a headache for no reason and I'm slightly dizzy. I hope I don't throw up or anything. I wonder if it's from watching my brother play video games...? How sad. I can't even WATCH a game without getting sick now. I get motion sickness so easily. I hate it. I never used to be this bad, but now I can be playing a game for barely fifteen minutes and feel like shit for the rest of the day. BLAH!

My brother's birthday is tomorrow so we're going to Universal Studios...I d'know who else is going. I think around four of his friends are coming with us. I don't really know them so...it'll be kinda weird, but not too much. I think we're going out to eat afterwards. Whee, fun? I forgot where we're going but my brother said it's good. [shrugs] He also said it was going to rain tomorrow. I hope not. Walking in rain really sucks. I hate being wet. ><

Maybe I'll take pictures...! (Yeah right.) I don't know what to wear...! [girl] Perhaps my cute uke shirt. <3

I got a haircut yesterday. An actual GOOD one. Every time I go to get my hair cut, some idiot always cuts it and fucks it up even more than it already naturally is. But it came out nicely this time, I think. Not so poofy. [cries] XD It's not that much shorter, but the way it's cut makes a big difference. Woot. [nods in approval]

Uhm....
[vomits all over page]

Thursday, November 23, 2006

I had a survey to post but I changed my mind.

Mood: Disgusted
Listening to Scape ~With Transparent Wings - Klaha
Playing Trauma Center: SO, Golden Sun
Eating I'm too disgusted to eat. Translation: pumpkin pie. D:
Drinking green tea.

Errr, I'm really bored and I'm putting off checking deviantART because I really just don't want to. I'm scared of my 400+ deviations in my inbox, which by now have probably multiplied (because deviations are like internet aphids) and turned into 500. [collapses, convulses, blood sprays onto walls] I have to look through a lot of them, delete most of them until I have ten or fifteen left. It takes forever. Then there are the comments...ah, jesus. [just dies] I need my subscription back.

[listens to same song over again] This song makes me happy, in a depressed way. [laughs] It doesn't make sense. But yeah. Klaha = love.

This morning I had a dream my brother was repeatedly elbow dropping me. [random] I wonder what it means! [laughs] We played some Wii Sports and I pwned in bowling...! I was two points away from beating my record of 201. Damn! But I kept losing at golf. GOLF SUCKS. Only rich white men play that stupid game. Bastards. D:

[coughs]

I don't want to eat ever again. EVER. My grandpa made some barbecue and I was eating it...then...I noticed something that I thought was a blackened part, and discovered it was really grilled fly. Needless to say, I promptly half-vomited up what I'd ate previously, then tried my best to continue eating. Moving onto something else, I discovered a dead ant next in line to be my dinner. I stopped eating.

Thanksgiving? Uh, what about it? [didn't do anything] As far as I'm concerned, it's not a holiday anymore. Holidays that are not holidays anymore:
- New Year's
- Valentine's Day
- St. Patrick's Day (Any saint day I suppose is dead?)
- Independence Day
- Whatever comes in between that and Halloween
- Halloween
- Thanksgiving

Christmas is still in. Barely. See how much I have to look forward to...?! [laughs]

God, what a nice day I've had! Next thing I know, I'll get my period! And I bet it's gonna be a bad one too! Well, cramps?! I'M WAITING! [opens arms]

E D I T
I signed in. 490 deviations.

Monday, November 20, 2006

seventy-nine questions

Mood: In Pain
Playing Golden Sun
Drinking green tea

Okay, got another one of THOSE back up. [points up] I was going to complete the look with cute mood icons I made at eLouai's Lollipop Portrait Maker. But it doesn't look right. :\ I just linked the mood with the picture instead, which is stupid, but I don't want it to look cluttered. The girl doesn't even look like me. I guess she's just my little pigtailed blog-mood girl! She needs a name...!

But anyway...return of the survey! This one is...pretty interesting. Unfortunately, my answers are not.


1. Do you drink milk?
- mixed with Ovaltine. :D

2. Do you prefer apple or orange juice?
- apple. (no, it doesn't taste like urine. how would YOU know, anyway, woman?!)

3. Do your computer speakers plug into the back of your computer or your monitor?
- they're on the surface of my laptop.

4. How many clocks are in your house?
- I don't know. Probably not many.

5. How about the room yer in right now?
- one.

6. How often do you check your email?
- it varies.

7. Do you live by yourself?
- no.

8. What's the most you've ever won on a scratcher?
- I don't know, I don't do that sort of thing.

9. What's the nearest food to you right now?
- I don't know.

11. Do you know what a plecostamous is?
- no. Is it even a real word?

12. Have you ever watched a sunrise rise over the ocean?
- yes.

13. How many messages are in your inbox/outbox on your phone?
- I've no idea.

14. Do you prefer wooden or mechanical pencils?
- mechanical.

15. What's on your feet right now?
- skin...?

16. Do you have one best friend, or a lotta good friends?
- three best friends.

17. Snapple or SoBe?
- Sobe

18. Where do you buy birthday/christmas cards?
- I don't. D:

19. What's your take on "puppy love"?
- it's stupid and only teenagers engage in such loser relationships...! Between their passing periods, of course. For two weeks.

20. Do you enjoy breaking hearts?
- no.

21. What date/time was the last text you recieved?
- I don't KNOW. I don't want to CHECK.

22. When's the last time you sent a text?
- sometime this evening.

23. Do you believe there is only one "right" religion?
- no.

24. What's your favorite planet, besides this one?
- Neptune.

25. Does anything special happen for you on March 15th?
- I get stabbed in the back...?

26. If you could get back in touch with one person you've lost touch with, who would it be?
- Kathy from middle school. ):

27. What type of internet connection do you use?
- wireless.

28. Do you vote for city-related issues?
- nope.

29. Do you say 'ya'll', 'you guys', 'dudes', or something else when addressing more than one friend at a time?
- 'guys', I guess.

30. Would you want marijuana legalized if it meant alcohol would be illegal?
- how about they both be illegal?

31. Have you ever been to the Vatican?
- no, and I don't think I ever will. D:

32. Have you ever waved at someone who was waving at you, only to realize they were waving at someone else?
- yeah.

33. What did you do?
- make it a habit not to wave back. Even if it meant the person waving at me got pissed.

34. How many remote controls are in your house, and what are they for?
- I don't know, 1200?!

35. Do you mainly use use your house phone or your cell phone?
- neither. D:

36. How many 2005 calenders are in your house?
- around four.

37. Do you take baths or showers?
- showers.

38. Do you take quizzes in magazines?
- no, I don't read magazines very often.

40. Do you buy bananas when they're green so they won't go bad as fast?
- I hate bananas. D:

41. Do you do anything for a bad sunburn?
- I don't go outside so I never get bad sunburns.

42. Do use mouthwash? If so, what kind?
- some moisturizing one. I forgot the name.

43. What noises reach your ears right now?
- car rolling along somewhere distant.

44. Have you ever been to Grand Canyon?
- no.

45. Have you ever been to a national park (i.e. Yellowstone, Yosemite, etc)?
- no. : \

46. How old are your parents?
- my mom is 47 and my dad is 53.

47. Does anyone have the keys to your heart?
- Adrienne. That's what the question's asking, right...? D:

48. Have you ever had to run for your life?
- no, I don't think so.

49. Is there an empty place in your heart?
- no...? [laughs]

50. Have you ever been to a family reunion?
- no.

51. Have you ever scraped a pipe?
- ...eh?

52. Do you prepare soup in the microwave or on the stove?
- both.

53. Is it sunny out right now?
- no. It's midnight. D:

54. Do you have a catnip plant in your house?
- ...no.

55. Do you use surge protectors?
- yes.

56. Do you pay attention to the stock market?
- no.

57. Do you take precautions against contracting West Nile Virus?
- not really, no.

58. Do you meditate?
- mmm, a little, when I read tarot. Just to clear my head.

59. If your lover cheated on you and profusely apologized, would you accept them back into your life?
- ohhhhh, that's tough. [laughs] The odds are, no. But I suppose it depended on how badly they cheated.

60. Do you eat carbs?
- hell yes, why shouldn't I?

61. If you could be one animal for the rest of your life, what would you pick?
- a human. XD

62. Are you the kinda person who will search the entire room for the remote because you don't wanna change it on the TV?
- nah. I'm not that lazy. [laughs]

63. Has your insurance gone up because of something on your DMV record?
- no.

64. Have you ever gone too work/school drunk?
- noooo.

65. Is it all about YOU?
- never. ;__;

66. Are you allergic to any insect bites?
- not that I know of.

67. Are you allergic to any kind of food/medicine?
- I don't think so.

68. Have you ever swam in Lake Tahoe?
- no.

69. If you could hug one person right now, who would it be?
- Adrienne, of course!

70. Are you in debt?
- no.

71. When you say "often" do you pronounce the "T" or leave it silent?
- pronounce!

72. If you could have a plane ticket to anywhere right now, where would you go?
- [looks at this question and the above question] ...did Adrienne write this survey?! What the fuck. [laughs]

74. How many pairs of socks do you own?
- I don't know.

75. How often do you do laundry?
- NEVARRRR! [wears some rags]

76. What do you think of Arnold Schwarzenegger?
- IT'S NOT A TUMOR!

77. Do you own your own car, pink slip and all?
- no.

78. Has anyone ever given you jewelery on Christmas?
- yeah.

79. Do you count down the days till anything?
- sometimes.

E D I T
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Sunday, November 19, 2006

wiiiiiii!

My brother bought his Wii this morning and we've been on that thing nonstop. We're giving it a rest now. It's so...cute. [laughs]

I woke up to the sound of my mom yelling and screaming and going, "Noooooo!" and I was liek, "What's going on out there...?!" So I got up and looked and she was playing against my brother in bowling...! My mom doesn't play video games so that's liek...hmm! (We even got my grandparents to play. :3) My mom actually BEAT ME, too! How is that even possible...?! Lame. I haven't played enough though because I was watching my brother most of the time, but it's fuuuun. D:

I wanna play Trauma Center: Second Opinion but I'll have to wait until later, I guess. My brother's friend is coming over to play, so...maybe not until tomorrow. [wails] But then my brother will probably be stuck on Twilight Princess, so I better wake up early and play while he's at work. D:

Hmm, I'm in a really writey mood. Perhaps I should write some short stories and post them here. It'd give this thing a bit of purpose. Not like anyone would read, but that's okay. [laughs] I guess I just write for myself anyway. [nods]

Anyway...that's all. [coughs, eats some ovalteenies] >>

Saturday, November 18, 2006

an actual post...! wow!

Okay. I'm going to try and put more than surveys here, but...it'll still be mostly surveys, I suppose. Nothing ever happens to me, and well, I need a place to put my surveys. :\

Uhm, I don't think we're going to get that house. I overheard my brother talking to someone about it, saying that they were going to go look at other places. This is...I don't know. [just sighs] I really would've liked it. My dad said he couldn't see why we couldn't get it. Liar. (I just asked my mom about it and she said we just needed to get a loan and something mumble-y. Yeah, right. Whatever.)

I should probably call the B. Dalton back but I have a feeling it's much too late. If you didn't know, I'm trying to find myself a damned job. I didn't want to take the B. Dalton job because it was only seasonal and I didn't want that. So I read tarot to get my thoughts organized about it, and I kept seeing a feminine figure, most notably the Queen of Pentacles. I took that as waiting for the Barnes & Noble job rather than jumping for the B. Dalton one. Stupid fucking tarot reading. I knew I shouldn't have listened to my intuition. I probably just told myself what I wanted to hear. Stupid, stupid girl. [grumbles]

Hmm, while making a sexy Klaha icon for myself, I happened to notice it looked a lot like a Leon Kennedy icon I'd made before...so I took the two original images and compared them, and there are differences, but good god...! It makes me wonder if one of the RE4 artists is a Klaha fan. [laughs]


[click for large version; opens in new window]

I suppose it's just coincidence, though. [laughs] It's a pretty common pose. It just struck me as amusing. [shrugs]

Hmmm, nothing much going on around the forums I frequent. I'm dying to write, and since I RP on only one forum and no one is posting right now, I ended up inquiring about an RP on the small BSSM forum I go to. I usually don't like RPs, but...eh. They get my creativity going, so maybe this'll help me out. [nods] And just in case you're wondering, I don't think it's a Sailormoon RP, even if it's on a Sailormoon forum. I'm not that geeky...! [is]

Well, I should finish this off. I'm going to try to make more posts. And not get any comments. [cries] I wonder if I should try to reinstall my Haloscan comment system. I just don't think it'd work very well on this new Blogger. Bye, Merigood! ):

...the end! >>

E D I T
I ended up giving the header a little Klaha-Märchen-pretty factor, and if you scroll down the page...! :3

I wish there was a way to make him stay in place (so I could make the image smaller and neater), but I don't know html very well...if anyone can help, that'd be sexy. I just wanted to customize things...I like the simplicity of the templates, but I don't want it to be the same as everyone else's.

I also updated the links, and I might add more and organize them better. Also, there's a current obsession thingamajig there...yay! :3

seven sins/virtues survey

[THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS]

ANGER
1. With whom did you last get angry?: Adrienne. .__.
2. What is your weapon of choice?: words.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: yes, if he pissed me off.
4. How about of the same sex?: I'm not going to hold back on a girl.
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: probably Adrienne...! [sobs]
6. What is your pet peeve?: people who rip me off, especially my personality/mannerisms. uhm. [just lists things that piss her off] Annoying people, children, babies, alcohol, drugs, constantly barking dogs, know-it-alls, fake people, people who think they're better/smarter/hotter than everyone else, religious fundamentalists/zealots, politics.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: I always hold a grudge. Always. I may accept your apology, but it's doubtful I've forgiven you for it.

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?: take my medication.
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: five or six pm.
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?: I don't know....
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: I don't know. I can't think. I make lots. [laughs]
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?: oh yes, quite a few times. [laughs] Crema de Concha Nacar...!
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: ...
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: none.

GLUTTONY

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: [rolls eyes]
2. Meat eaters?: ...what? Meat eaters what? I don't eat very much meat. Beef is really nasty so I eat just chicken, mostly. I ate steak today though...! I don't get enough protein, so I needed it. [laughs]
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: none. Disgusting. DISGUSTING. AHHHHHHHHH! [rips hair out]
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: no.
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: yeah, I'm too overweight for my liking.
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: salty. mmmmsalt.
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, LUNCH?: And BREAKFAST, and SUPPER and DESSE--no, my seme is dessert. >D

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: no one that I can think of.
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: no one, luckily for the world! [laughs]
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: not on purpose. I just need something to stare at, man! [laughs]
4. Have you done it?: Done what? The robot? Paint? Scrabble? [laughs] No, no I have not DONE IT.
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: does hair count?
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: no.... [laughs] What the hell.
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: no.

GREED

1. How many credit cards do you own?: none.
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: I don't think I have one...maybe B&N or Borders.
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: buy a house. ><
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: I guess rich, so that I could always have the things I needed. If you're famous, you never have privacy. ):
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: yes, I would. Jobs are all boring to me, anyway.
6. Have you ever stolen anything?: once or twice. minor things. ...like fortune cookies... >.>
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: I don't know.

PRIDE
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: I've never really done anything to be proud of.
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?: I don't know, go to college? They don't really care. Mostly it's my brother that gets recognition because of his graphic design stuff.
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?: publish at least one book, travel.
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: if it's really close. I hate losing by one point or something. It just irritates me. Like getting a 99/100 on a test because of a stupid error on one tiny technicality, you know? It's annoying.
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?: Oh yeah. [laughs]
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: who hasn't!
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: nothing at all. Took a shower? [laughs]

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: item? I don't really know.
2. Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces with?: Adrienne. She has good taste...! D:
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: No one...I would look like someone else but I couldn't bear being someone different.
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: Not that I know of.... D:
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: only all the time. [sighs]
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: confidence, self-esteem.
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?: wrath or lust. D:


[THE SEVEN HEAVENLY VIRTUES]

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow?: science! XD
2. What religion were you raised as?: Christian.
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property?: human.
4. Do you have your own commandments?: I guess?
5. What was the last promise you broke?: one I made to myself not to be depressed over small, stupid things.
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it?: yes.
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect?: no. Everyone has faults.

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season?: no.
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?: a nice and comfortable house, good physical and emotional health, love.
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure?: yes...I let myself get excited about houses. And now I just realize it's never going to happen so what's the point.
4. Freedom or fate?: freedom to choose your fate.
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket?: no, like I'd ever win. My mom always does. [rolls eyes]
6. Do you gamble?: once again, my mom does.
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway?: ...what.

CHARITY

1. What causes do you support?: my own! D:
2. What causes have you given money or time to?: none! No one's ever given me what I needed. That's selfish, but... [shrugs]
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless?: nope.
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel?: no. I've got my own problems to deal with. That's mean, but it's true.
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street?: why, so I can support their filthy alcohol/drug habits? No thank you.
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food?: food.
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need?: I don't know. I don't have money so I can't help very much.

FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of?: never being good enough, dying.
2. What did you do today that was really brave?: nothing.
3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why?: The Punisher, because he will kill the fuck out of you if you deserve it.
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone?: Probably not.
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart?: brains. Strategy, man. D:
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? If so, when?: only every time I talk in front of class.
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower?: I generally don't like being in charge. Too much responsibility.

JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty?: no.
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it?: there's no way in hell you're getting me to go to war.
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)?: I d'know. Mostly I do, but then there are times where it's just...eh, too much, I guess? What if that person's innocent? You never truly know....
4. Which should be guaranteed legal?: ...I don't know?
5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA?: probably not, but I don't care.
6. What was your favorite media circus trial?: Don't care.
7. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?: nope.

TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on?: my feelings. I'm overly sensitive and it causes everyone grief.
2. Do you collect anything?: not really.
3. Are you addicted to anything?: junk food.
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan?: yes. [poor]
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things?: I don't have one.
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do?: gain weight. ><
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things?: yes.

PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know?: I don't know.
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil?: no.
3. Do you take advice when it's given?: no one gives me advice. I'm always the one giving it, and no one ever listens anyway. I don't even know why I still bother.
4. What area are you wisest in?: I don't know, none?
5. Do you drive defensively?: I don't know yet. Not enough experience.
6. What did you learn today?: not to get upset over silly things. And yet I always do. ><
7. And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue?: hope or prudence, I suppose.

Friday, November 17, 2006

comments are allllll gone!

After I switched to this new Blogger thing, my comments all died. [cries] No fair. I would try installing the comment thingy again, but honestly, I'm much too lazy. Oh well, besides that, everything seems to be sexier and more user-friendly, so I'm glad. [nods]


Unusual Lasts
To whom did you last give the finger?:some bitch on the freeway.
Who was the last person you told to go f*ck themselves?:I can't remember.
What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?:Hawaiian Punch! :3
What song was last stuck in your head?:a Zemfira song...alternated with something Klaha.
On whose blog did you last comment?:my own. [laughs] I can't comment on anyone else's!
What was the last photograph you took?:some ugly one of myself, most likely.
Where did you last sign your name?:a visitor form, and then I said, "god my name is so boring."
What was the last object you lost?:Golden Sun map. :3
How many hours did you last sleep?:eleven. First time I've slept so long in a whiiiile. n_n
Who was the last person to whom you spoke on the phone for over an hour?:Adrienne. Damn, that was a looong time ago.
What was the last ringtone you downloaded for your cell phone?:None, I don't care about that stuff.
How was the last egg you ate prepared?:scrambled.
Where did you last wear sunglasses?:I can't remember.
Where was the last road construction through which you drove?:on the 54 freeway where it meets the 125.
Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?:my dad. ><
In what kind of car did you last have an accident?:I don't remember.
What animal did you last pet or hold?:Chikko! My chihuahua. [laughs]
What was the last law you broke?:stolen cable, back in the non-digital days. :3
What was the last thing you stole?:see above answer. It was...a long time ago. XD
What was the last item you photocopied?:a house floor plan.
What was the last newspaper you read or skimmed?:god, maybe the local one back in senior year for government class. xD;;
What was the last word written on your hand?:probably a reminder I wrote myself in church. Something on the lines of "8:30" or "buy milk". [laughs]
What was the last hair product you used?:Uhhhm...my conditioner counts, I guess.
What was the last medication (Rx or OTC) you took?:besides my vitamins... [laughs] I took my asthma medication. Flovent or summat.
Who was the last person to make you really laugh?:Adrienne! I couldn't stop during that ridiculous pictionary thing. [laughs]
To what song did you last sing along?:Klaha's Taiyou no Ori! MY NAAAAM IS APOLLONIUUUUS! Nam, Klaha? NAM?!
What was the last musical instrument played in your presence?:Flamenco guitar. [drools] So, so sexy. They were playing in the Barnes & Noble...really loudly. But it was so sexy.
What was the last superstitious thing you did?:I read tarot about my job and a woman kept showing up, and I interpreted it as waiting for the B&N job, because a woman is in charge there. [so screwed, probably]
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

italian. yep.

Australian
[ ] you wear flip flops all year
[ ] you say thongs, not flip flops
[ ] you love a backyard barbie
[x] you know a barbie is not a doll
[ ] you love the beach
[x] sometimes you swear without realizing it
[ ] you're a sports fanatic!!
[ ] you are stacks tanned
[ ] you're a bit of a bogan
[ ] you have an Australian something (shoes, shirt, phone sock, etc.)
[ ] You are Austrailian.
Total = 2

Italian
[ ] The Godfather is a great movie.
[ ] Your grandmother made her own sauce.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know/have heard a lot of Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eyes or green eyes
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''.
[x] Pizza is the best food in the world.
[ ] You talk with your hands.
[x] You are Italian.
Total = 6

Hispanic
[ ] You say member instead of REmember
[ ] You speak Spanish
[x] You love rice and/or Beans.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned
[x] You know what a Bodega is.
[ ] You talk fast.
[ ] If you are a guy you get a shape up; If you are a girl you have had highlights or dyed your hair.
[ ] You are Hispanic.
Total = 2

Russian
[ ] you say villian as: Vee-lon
[x] you get short tempered
[ ] you know of sombody named Boris or Natasha
[ ] you are very white-skinned
[ ] you get cold easily
[ ] you are athletic
[ ] snow is fun for you
[ ] You get into contests often
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather
[ ] You are Russian.
Total = 2

Irish
[ ] you think beer is the best
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc OR Murph or O' or Fitz or ends with a ly,on,un,an,ry.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] you have family from Ireland.
[x] You are Irish.
Total = 2

Black
[ ] You say nigga/nukka casually
[x] Youve braided ur hair
[ ] You LIKE rap
[ ] You talk with slang
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist
[x] You like chicken
[ ] You like watermelon
[ ] you can dance
[ ] you can sing Gospel
[ ] Your parents said they found you in the jungle in Africa
[ ] You are Black.
Total = 2

Asian
[ ] you have slanty eyes
[ ] you LOVE rice
[x] you are smart
[ ] you speak an asian language
[ ] you have played the piano
[x] you have family from asia
[x] you have teeny feet
[x] you laugh sometimes covering your mouth
[ ] most people think you're Chinese
[ ] you call hurricanes typhoons
[ ] you go to Baulko
[x] You are Asian.
Total = 5

German
[x] You like bread
[ ] You think American Chocolate would be better with less Sugar
[x] You drink your soda without ice
[ ] You Speak German
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is and you love it
[ ] You are Catholic or Lutheran
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi
[ ] You went to Kindergarten/Pre-school
[ ] you're over 5' 10"
[x] You are German.
Total = 3

Canadian
[ ] You play/played hockey
[ ] you love beer
[x] You say eh
[x] You don't believe war is the answer
[ ] You know what poutine is
[x] You speak some french
[ ] You love Tim Horton's
[ ] At one point you lived in a cabin
[ ] you have gotten high
[ ] You are Canadian.
Total = 3


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Sunday, November 12, 2006

stolen from elysa (as usual)...

1. Does anyone know your password to your myspace?
No, not even I do.
Translation: Je n'ai pas un myspace.

2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonald's?
Large fries. [drools] Only thing I like at McDonald's.

3. Are you an emotional person?
Mmm, yes. Quite. I have a quick and horrible temper, and I cry a LOT. I mean, I've probably cried more than any other person on the planet. I cry when I'm angry, I cry when I'm sad, I cry when I'm happy........ I'm more emotional mood-swingy than any other woman on the planet, I assure you. Watch out. D:

4. Do you like your name?
Gods, no. Everyone knows I hate it. [laughs]

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
I d'know, I guess so? They're inevitably so much better off than I am, so it kind of gets me down a lot because I'm so poor. ><

7. What was the last thing you did?
Take my mascara off. [rubs eyes]

8. Who is right next to you?
Gakuto-san! :3

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
My bichon frise...! Wait, she's not a person. [laughs] I don't remember.

10. What song are you listening to right now?
Consumer - Icon of Coil
mmm. stat-ic.

11. How's the weather right now?
I don't know...I think it's just cloudy and mild.

12. Last person who called you today?
No one.

13. Last lie you told?
Umm...I don't know. [laughs] I haven't lied in a while.

14. Last song you sang?
214 - Rivermaya

15. Do you like anyone?
Like how? In a stupid crush-y way? No.

16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
Mmm, yes.

18. Last thing you ate?
Ice cream. <3

19. What did you do last night?
Think a lot of smutty smut! D:

20. Faked being sick to miss school?
Many, many times. [laughs]

21. What time did you wake up today?
11:45

22. Last person you texted?
Adrienne.

24. What are you wearing right now?
The most obnoxious mint-and-black pajama bottoms and a black cami.

25. Are you too quiet to ask anyone out?
Yeah, I guess. Too shy, more accurately.

26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
Hair.

27. Where are you right now?
My bed, as usual.

28. What date and day is it?
Sunday, 12th november.

29. Did you go anywhere today?
To the mall.

30. What did you do there?
Interview, bought some gardenia body spray. It's my signature scent, damn it. I ran out of gardenia perfume. ;__;

31. Are you waiting for something?
My seme. [pouts]

32. Are you watching TV?
Not at the moment, but I probably will soon.

33. Are you mature or immature?
Depends. Mostly mature but when I'm being silly, I'm rather immature.

34. Are you closer to your mom or dad?
My mom. But barely.

35. Are you an only child?
No.

36. What’s the most annoying thing people say to you?
I don't know. People say a lot of annoying things.

37. Do you like where you work?
We'll see. >D

...oops.

[SCREAMS] OMG I TOTALLY MISSED MY THOMAS-LUVVY'S BIRTHDAY.


How could I?!


[scolds self]

Saturday, November 4, 2006

hey, look! it's the same shit!

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?:
Someone who isn't calling for me. X3

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?:
Sometimes. My mom always makes me do it. D:

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?:
Listener. I'm not very good at talking.

4. Do you take compliments well?:
No, not really. I don't believe a person when they compliment me.

5. Are you an active person?
HA! No. [laughs]

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?:
No. I'd die pretty quickly. [laughs]

7. Do you like to ride horses?:
No...what's a horse?

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?:
Um, no. I think I went to 6th grade camp. Yeah, I did.

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
I don't know. I had a lot.

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you pursue it?
No. [laughs] "sexy person" ...wtf. XD

11. Are you judgmental?
Yes. Quite. :
12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
I guess, to a point. I couldn't go out with someone who was extremely anything, especially Christian.

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?:
I don't like to pursue. I am not some sexy predator-type. [laughs]

14. Can you speak another language?:
No. I wish. I'll probably never be able to. ):

15. If you had to choose, would you rather be deaf or blind?:
Deaf. How would I draw if I were blind?! Not like I'll ever be able to play music anyway. D:

16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?:
No, I wish! D:

17. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
Doggies. x3

18. How often do you read books?:
Not too often, lately. I go through periods where I read a lot, then stop and don't pick up a book for ages. :
19. Do you think more about the past, present or future?:
I'm not sure. D:

20. What is your favorite children's book?:
Le Petit Prince; Clemency Pogue: Fairy Killer; Catherine, Called Birdy.

21. What color are your eyes?:
Dark brown. Most of the time I hate having dark eyes because they're so boring, but there are some times where I think it's nice.

22. How tall are you?:
Five-foot-SHORT. D: ....5'3"

23. Where is your dream house located?
Switzerland. XD No, I don't know. Anywhere nice. Switzerland happens to be nice. XD

24. Last person you talked to?:
Adrienne, of course. IM counts, right? Yes, of course. D:

25. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?:
I think maybe once or twice. I'ano.

26. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?:
[blank] D:

27. What are your keys on your key chain for?
I don't have any keys. [shrugs]

28. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?:
My magical internet room! XD

29. Where is your current pain at?:
Eyes.

30. Do you like mustard?:
God, never. Disgusting. D:

31. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
Sleeeeep. Sweet sleep.

32. Do you look like your mom or dad?:
[laughs] Well I definitely don't look white so I can't look like my dad! XD

33. How long does it take you in the shower?
Uhm. Depends. Usually an average of thirty minutes.

34. Can you factor?
Yes. I couldn't do it at the moment, however, because I've blocked education out of my memory. [laughs]

35. What movie do you want to see right now?:
The Prestige, again. So sexy. D:

36. Do you put lotion on your dog or cats?:
I've done it to their paws before. X3

38. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
More like hilarious. [cracks up just thinking about the kid's face]

39. What was the cause of your last accident?:
Accident? Huh? Uh? I just couldn't make it to the bathroom on time...! XD No, kidding. Of course. [laughs] I have no idea what this question is asking. XD

40. What was the strangest thing that happened to you today?:
I woke up because I had a sleep terror where an alien creature was raping me. It was kind of funny-looking. xD

41. What are you drinking?:
BLOOOOD. Fanta. :3

42. Was your mom a cheerleader?:
Not that I know of. xD

43. What's the last letter of your middle name?:
E.

44. Who did you vote for on American Idol?:
I have never voted for anything. D:

45. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?:
Around eight.

46. Do you like care bears?:
[laughs] No thanks.

47. What do you buy at the movies?:
Nothing. Too fucking expensive, damn. [laughs]

48. Do you know how to play poker?:
No, I despise card games.

49. Do you wear your seatbelt?:
All the time. [nods]

50. What do you wear to sleep?:
The same thing I wear around the house. I don't change, there's no point. XD

51. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?:
Just a big fire some years back.
[looks up at elysa's answer] I don't remember that. XD

52. How many thongs do you own?
Fifteen! Psh, none. Ew. D:

53. Is your tongue pierced?:
No.

54. Do you always read MySpace bulletins?:
No, I don't have a myspace. D:

55. Do you like funny or serious people better?:
Funny people. Overly serious people get on my nerves.

56. Ever been to canada?
No.

57. Did you eat a cookie today?:
Yes. :3

58. Do you use cuss words in other languages?:
Yes, mostly just merde. :
60. Do you love chocolate?:
Gyeck, not really. I want it sometimes but...mostly, no.

61. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
We don't fight about much.

62. What's your favorite brand of water?
Brand of water? What the fuck! Liek, bottled? Fiji water, I guess. D:

63. Are you a gullible person?:
Sometimes. I'm rather ridiculous. D:

64. when was the last time you cried?
Last night. I thought about Adrienne, and she made me cry. That sounds mean, hahaha. No, I cried because I love her so much. Isn't that just corny? Well, I cried. [laughs]
edit at posting: just now. When she left for bed. Because I was thinking about this, and...yes. [laughs, wipes eyes] I cry too much...hahahaha. But I cry when my feelings are strong about something. And well, yeah. [laughs, cries]

65. If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would you be?
Sniper. 8D

66. Are you easy to get along with?:
I don't know. Ask the three people I'm friends with. XD

67. What is your favorite time of day?
Evening through early morning. I love the night.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

hmm, these thingies are accurate.

Big Five Test Results
Extroversion (12%) very low which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.
Accommodation (70%) high which suggests you are overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense too often of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (60%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, neat, structured and restrained at the expense too often of flexibility, variety, spontaneity, and fun.
Emotional Stability (12%) very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Inquisitiveness (68%) moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

something a little different, waow!

Choose twelve characters from any fandom in any particular order (NO PEEKING AT THE QUESTIONS AT THIS STAGE!). Then, answer the questions that follow and don't forget to tag a couple of people when you're finished.

01. Leon Kennedy (Resident Evil)
02. Ryoga Hibiki (Ranma 1/2)
03. Ryouko (Alichino)
04. Belus (Tarot Cafe)
05. Marina Liteyears (Mischief Makers)
06. Prince Marth (Fire Emblem)
07. Vega (Street Fighter)
08. Tenou Haruka/Sailoruranus (Bishoujo Senshi Sailormoon)
09. Kalas (Baten Kaitos)
10. Kurow Kirishima (Project Justice)
11. Pamela (Tarot Cafe)
12. RJ Lupin (Harry Potter)


01) Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11? What subjects would they teach?
Pamela. She's modern and intelligent. She'd probably teach a course on Tarot, of course!


02) Do you think 2 is hot? How hot?
He's all right! He's average-looking, but everything about him, not just looks, makes him hot.


03) 12 sends 8 on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?
Lupin would probably send Uranus to liek, destroy Voldemort. Unfortunately, all Voldemort would have to do is Avada Kedavra her ass and my favourite senshi would be gone...! [weeps bitterly]


04)What is or would be 9's favorite book?
I don't know, Kalas doesn't seem like the book-reading type, the jerk. XD


05)Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6, or the other way around?
Ryouga would have to swear fealty to Marth--Marth's a fucking prince, for crying out loud!


06) For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?
I have a feeling Kurow would take advantage of a pretty robot like Marina... I'd let her share with Kalas, who has one mechanical wing. A little more in common, there. I guess. o_O


07) 2, 7 and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
IHOP! Yes...! [laughs]
Ryoga: "Wh...where is Furinkan High?"
Lupin: "I'm not sure. I suppose I could always perform a simple charm to help you find your way.... [distracted by vega]"
Vega: "[rapey stare]"
Ryoga: "....what's his problem...?"
Lupin: "[to vega] Here, eat this chocolate. You'll feel better."


08) 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens?
Ryouko gets his ass cut the fuck up, that's for sure. Don't mess with Kurow! >_<


09) If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would she/he get it back?
I suppose she'd just show up at his door and ask for it back. Leon's nice enough, and Haruka's beautiful. He'd give in sooner or later. XD


10) Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.
"Eating Bloody Chocolate Under the Full Moon"


11) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together?
I don't even know where to start with those two....


12) If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?
He'd probably kill me five minutes in for being ugly. Whep....


13) If you could command 3 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?
"Model for me, biatch! >D"


14) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11?
Nope...not really.


15) If 2 had to choose sides between 4 and 5, which would it be?
I d'know, he'd probably be so confused that he wouldn't take any side in the end.


16) What might 10 shout while charging into battle?
"AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAAAAAAAA! [something japanese]"


17) If you chose a song to represent 8, which song would you choose?
The sailormoon theme song, I don't know. [laughs]


18) 1, 6, and 12 are having some dinner at a Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake left, and they all reach for it at the same time. Who gets to eat it?
Marth's so quick, he'd reach it first. But then Leon would point his gun at Marth. BUT then Lupin would be all liek, "expelliarmus, biatch!" and would end up eating it while Leon and Marth looked at him angrily.


19) What might be a good pick-up line for 2 to use on 10?
Oh my god. [laughs] Anything he'd say would probably get him slashed across the throat.


21) What is 6's secret?
Marth likes boys. Everyone knows it, though.


22) If 11 and 9 were racing to a destination, who would get there first?
Kalas, he's fit. And he doesn't wear heels. o_o


24) If you had to walk home through a bad neighbourhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 7 or 8?
Considering Vega kicks major ass, you'd think I'd go with him, but the fact that he probably MAKES the neighbourhood bad in the first place turns my choice to Haruka.


And for something else I forgot to post a while back, but it fits the "kind of different" theme:

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||| 13%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||| 16%
Work ethic || 10%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||| 36%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||| 30%
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Thursday, October 19, 2006

this is officially no longer a blog.

Hahhahahahahhahahhaa, the title of this one cracks me up so hard. [laughs]

A Girls Body
-~-Measurements-~-
Bust:37.5"
Middle:28"
Bottom:39"
-~-Face-~-
How big are your eyes?:my mom says they're big but they're not really. normal, I guess.
What's your eye color?:dark brown.
How big are your lips?:they're smallish-to-average.
Do you constantly lick them or wear chapstick?:either. depends.
Do you ever wear make-up? How much?:mostly just eyeliner, when I do wear any.
How thick and dark are your eyelashes, naturally?:they're black, and uhm...I d'know, normal. [laughs]
What kind of nose do you have?:a short, round, ugly one. :\
Any facial piercings?:nope.
Are your eyebrows naturally arched? How dark are they?:a little, not too extremely. they're black.
-~-Body-~-
How thick are your thighs?:really huge. [cries] liek, the size of a child's torso! XD
Is your booty 'ghetto'-sized?:nope, I don't even have one. [laughs]
What's your bra size?:36D. I should be a C but they size those things all wonkily.
Are you muscular?:nope, not at all.
Do you have cut calves and arms?:no, and I wouldn't want to. [shudders]
Do you have a 6-pack?:no thanks. [laughs]
What shoe size are you?:7.5
How tall are you?:5'3"
How much do you weigh?:140...I gained and can't lose. ;___;
Do you have a "belly"?:a little, yeah. It makes wearing a dress impossible. :\
Do you have a tan?:not intentionally. I'm just naturally tan. [frowns]
-~-What's Better-~-
Back or Legs?:I don't care. [laughs]
Butt or Arms?:I don't care about this either.
Chest or Thighs?:Don't care.
Eyes or Hair?:Both. These questions suck. [laughs]
-~-Details-~-
What's your hair color?:dark brown.
Have you ever dyed it? How many times?:I did once, in sixth grade.
Do you shave?:rarely, hahahaha.
How thick is your hair?:pretty thick, AND I have a lot of hair. double poof.
Is it long, short, or shoulder-length?:it's at my shoulders, now.
Are your nails long? Real?:no, short. I want to grow them a little but it's hard for me.
Do you have a big tongue?:n...no? o_O
Any body piercings?:nah.
Any tattoos?:no. DX
How does your voice sound?:like a twelve-year-old boy's. [laughs]
Do you bite your lips?:yeah.
What color are your nails?:uhm, natural...?
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Aaaaaand More.

I swear, I'm done. For now. D:

You Give Great Advice

You know what's up when it comes to people and social relationships.
And you're advice is golden, even if your friends don't always take it!
Just make sure that you take your own advice too!


You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.


Your Celebrity Boob Twin:

Carmen Electra


You Are a Visual Learner

You tend to remember what you see, and you have a good eye for aesthetics.
You excel at art, design, and computer programming.
You would be an excellent film director - or the next Bill Gates!


Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships.

The purpose of your life: showing love to other people

Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah

Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor


Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.


You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.


Your Dosha is Kapha

Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger.
However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down.
You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding.
Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are.

With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk

In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single.

To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments.


You Are a Glam Rocker!

You put the "show" in rock show with your larger than life self.
No doubt, you are all about making good music...
But what really gets you going is having an over the top show.
Glitter, costumes, and wild hair are your thing - with some rock thrown in!


You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


And because I found these both very amusing:
You Are the Very Gay Velma!

She might not even realize it...
But Velma is all about Daphne... not Fred!


You Are 0% Addicted to Myspace

Your Myspace addiction factor is: Very Low

When it comes to Myspace, you don't know what the big deal is. Frankly, you think it's over hyped.