I need serious help. XD

Feeling neeeeedy. D:
Listening to "the sacrament" - HIM
Currently addicted to eyeliner. xD
Currently irritated by being poor.

What Type of Seme\Uke Are You? with yaoi pictures

Manipulative Submissive/Uke Heh, you're that type of guy/girl who really should be dominant, but prefers to take it up... wherever. You're the one smirking when your dominant lover wraps you in an embrace, or goading your lover on in sex, and you like bossing people around - and being bossed around. Perfect Match:Needy Seme. You have something to give, boss, love and fullfill to him/her. They have insecurities which match your advantages. Crappest Match:Content seme. Borrrrrring. He/she doesn't have any insecurities to take advantage of, and it's just boring. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Eh hehhhehehehh. That's frighteningly accurate.... Shhh, just pretend you never saw that, hm? Here, have another survey to distract you (courtesy of Elysa, who has all the best surveys, woot!).

Best, Worst, Last, First, Today, Tomorrow, Favorites, Currently, and True & False.

Best
1. Male friend: don't have one. I'll say my brother, oddly enough.
2. Female friend: Adrienne, Elysa, and Kellie.
3. Vacation: traveling across the country to West Virginia.
4. Memory: I don't know, hmm. I have a bad memory... [laughs]

Worst
1. Time of day: 3-5 in the morning--whenever Adrienne goes to bed. [laughs]
2. Day of the Week: sundays and thursdays, church days.
3. Food: Grapefruit. Bleeeyyyeeech.
4. Memory: the day before my birthday, this year.

Last
1. Person you saw: my grandpa, out in the living room. :d
2. Talked to on the phone: my mum.
3. Text: Adrienne.
4. Messaged over myspace: For shame, people of the world! For shame!

Today
1. What are you doing: nothing, staying home and trying to figure out what to watch. Maybe I'll go with Billy Jack. [laughs]
2. Wearing: brown lacy top thingy (that sounds whorish, but it's not), some shorts...my basic lounge clothes.
3. Better than yesterday? Definitely. Yesterday was depressing for a while, and I had a bad headache, and then a worse stomachache.

Tomorrow
1. Is: mardi...a junior Tom-day. [laughs] I love tuesdays.
2. Got any plans: When do I ever?
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: I know it'll be just as boring as any other day.

Favorite
1. Number: nine.
2. Song: At the moment, it's What Is a Youth? from the 1968 version of Romeo and Juliet. I'm ALWAYS singing it. Unfortunately for anyone around me. [laughs]
3. colors: White, black, and red. And any shade of blue, just about.
4. Season: autumn.

Currently
1. Missing: You ever hear of that old game, Stuntman? I miss it. I want to play it, and throw shit across the room in frustration. No other game can frustrate me nearly as much. Not even Splinter Cell. -gasp-
2. Mood: Strange and crave-y. [laughs]
3. Wanting: to sleep on my seme. <3

True or False:
I am a cuddler: True. :3
I am a morning person: Oddly, it's true. I actually do love early morning.
I am an only child: false. One brother.
I am currently in my pj's: True enough, I usually sleep in these.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: False; quite the opposite. ^^
I am very shy around the opposite gender: False; I'm shy around anyone I don't know.
I can be paranoid at times: Very true.
I currently regret something that I have done: False.
When I get mad (or scared), I curse frequently: True.
I enjoy country music: False, but I love Dwight Yoakam. <3
I enjoy jazz music: False. More indifferent than anything else.
I love smoothies: True; who doesn't? :P
I enjoy talking on the phone: False. Sooooo false. [shudders]
I have a hidden talent: True. Eh heh hehehh. X3
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: False.
I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy: False. I have a tendency to fall for NO one. [laughs]
I have all my grandparents: False, both on my dad's side are gone.
I have at least one brother and/or sister: True, just one.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: True. But I don't. [laughs]
I like someone or someones: True.
I have broken a bone: False.
I have changed a diaper: False--you won't get me near a child.
I have changed a lot over the past year: Mmm...I'll say true. Nothing on the surface, though.
I have done something illegal: True. O:
I have had major/minor surgery: Does dental surgery count? [laughs] I'll say false, anyway.
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: False. I need to cut it.
I have had the cops called on me: False.
I have been in love: True.
Had my heart broken: True.

HOMG UPDATE MORE D:

Feeling stomachachey
Listening to baten kaitos soundtrack
Currently addicted to SURVEYS
Currently irritated by SURVEYS
Current MSN details: SURVEYS
Today's Cards: SURV--[punched in the face]


Yes, MORE. shut up! You don't understand my addiction...! [sobs, goes to survey rehab]
(stole both from Elysa)


1. What is your middle name?
Must I tell you?! Marie. GOD. [whitest. name. ever.]

2. How big is your room?
Not big enough.

3. where IS #3?! What did you do to it, you fiend?!


4. What are the last 4 digits in your mobile number?
Fuck, I don't know...! [laughs] I barely even remember my home phone number.

5. What was the last thing you drank?
Sprite.

6.Last person you hugged?
Elysa, aaaaaall the way back at Comic-Con.

7. How is the weather right now?
Comfortable.

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom? [laughs]

9. The first 3 things you notice about the opposite sex?
Hair, eyes, good teeth. [laughs]

10. Favorite type of Food?
the...uh, good kind? [laughs]

11. Do you want children?
Fuck no.

13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember some of the night?
No, how abhorrent.

14. Whats your favorite number?
Nine.

15. favorite Eye color?
Green or hazel.

16. Who's your best friend?
Adrienne, Elysa, and Kellie.

17. Favorite holiday?
Christmas, I guess.

18. favorite season?
Autumn.

19. Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
Yes... >.>

20. Last Movie you Watched at the Theater?
Pirates, I think. Soooo long ago.

29. What books are you reading?
Stuff on astronomy.

30. Favorite Movie?
Too many to name.

32. Favorite college football Team?
Who gives a flying fuck about college or football?

33. What were you doing before filling this out?
Filling another one out.

34. Any pets?
Two dogs.

38. Favorite Flower?
Gardenia, I guess. I don't really like flowers.

40. Have you ever loved someone?
Yes.

41. Who would you like to see right now?
Everyone. Haven't properly talked to Elysa since high school, need to play Oblivion at Kellie's house, and need to get cuddled by Adrienne while inking a very shitty B. [laughs]

43. Have you ever fired a gun?
No, but I wanna. [creepy grin]

44. Do you like to travel by plane?
No, I can't remember the last time I was on one, but I would like a plane. Liek, right now. XD

45. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right.

46. If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
Adrienne's.

47.what do you want to be when u grow up?
Uhm, what happened to the decent spelling...?

48. Are you missing someone?
Yes. u_u

50. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
Nah, I don't have JCA to look forward to anymore.

51. Are you hiding something from someone?
I was up until a few days ago. [freeeeeeeeeeee] XD

52. ARE YOU 18?
No. Over, yes; but not eighteen. [laughs] ...where are the caps coming from...?

54. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
Three hours is not nearly enough sleep.

55. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING?
"Fuuuuck no don't wanna go to church."

56. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE?
Books and a tissue box. :d

57. HAVE YOU EVER DONE ANYTHING ILLEGAL?
Nope, at least not on purpose. [laughs]

59. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
The fact that I don't claim to be unique, because I'm really not.

60. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
Yeah, it makes me rather paranoid. I'm the type who has to turn on all the lights in the house just to make my way to the bathroom at night. And then when I come back, I have to turn them off, run to the next light, turn it off, and run. [laughs; is thoroughly pathetic]

61. FAVORITE HANGOUT?
Don't have one.

62. 4 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
Air, blood, organs, parents...? [laughs]

63. FIRST THING YOU WOULD SPEND 10 THOUSAND DOLLARS ON?
A plane ticket, some books, games, a pair of boots. [laughs]

65. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
Crickets, needles, stairs, lifts, being REJECTED. ahahahaha.

70. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD BRING ONE THING?
MACGYVER. He'd get us off the island in a heartbeat by using some coconuts, sand, and bark. [nods]

71. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
I don't have one. [laughs]

73. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
besides my dogs, my drawings.

74. FAVORITE COLORS?
[tired of listing them all] White and black.

75. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS BRING WITH YOU TO SCHOOL?
Too much shit. Books to read on breaks, laptop, paper to draw on, pens.

76. WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
sniper 8D

77. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 7AM?
go to bed.

78. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS?
brown and beige with a circle pattern.

79. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET?
my doppelganger. but liek, I don't want to die because of it or nothin. xDDD

80. WHAT DO U THINK ABOUT BEF0RE YOU GO TO BED?
getting snuggled. x3



AAAAND ANOTHER ONE...

My ABCs
A - Available: Surprisingly, no. [laughs]
A - Age: Nineteen
A - Annoyance: Shitty spelling, bad teeth, my hair being so wavy, total idiots. Kind of random, but those were the first things that popped into my head, hahaha.

B - Best feature: I don't think I have one, eh. [laughs]
B - Beer: Alcohol disgusts me. I won't drink it, not even a sip.
B - Birthday: 18 June

C - Crush: Well, there IS that like, three- or four-year crush I've had on Marth's boots. They're sexy boots, man...!
C - Car: A bike! ahaha.
C - Candy: Choc-Nut! xD

D - Day or night: Night
D - Dreams: Tom Cruise on a jet ski.
D - Dogs or Cats: Dogs all the way. <3

E - Egg nog: Gyarrrgh. x.x
E - E-mail: You know...!

F - Favorite color(s): White, black, deep reds, all shades of blue, earth colours.
F - Favorite Band: The Darkness, HIM, Malice Mizer (Klaha era, anyway), Rivermaya (the older stuff)

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Bears, they're cuter. :3
G - Giver or taker: More like an I-don't-care-er.

H - Hair Color: dark brown
H - Height: 5'3"
H - Happy: Yes, quite. ^^

I - Ice Cream: Choco Taco, biatch. God's best invention, ever.
I - Instrument: I can't play any but I love tsugaru-shamisen, cello, piano...and Flamenco guitar. 8D
I - Idol: Pamela from Tarot Café. <3

J - Jewelry: Sexy ring that I have to send back because it's too big. [sobs]
J - Job: None, but I'm trying!
J - Jail: is probably really dirty.

K - Kids: are my dinner. Har har!
K - Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing...just because it reminds me of Van Damme. Ahaha.
K - Kindergarten: Is a garden full of kinder, also known as a buffet. <3

L - Longest Car Ride: going cross-country... x.x
L - Lamest Inside Joke: That Brawny man Innocent Escapes thing with Elysa. "Come saw some wood with me." AHAHA. too creepy/hilarious.

M - Meat: is something I'd rather not eat.
M - Most missed person: KLAHA! Where the hell is he?! [sobs]

N - Number of Siblings: One
N - Number of Tattoos: Zero
N - Name: (Damn, just when I thought you wouldn't ask this one.)

O - One wish: To be able to teleport. Need to visit my seme. <3
O - One regret: Just one? [laughs]

P - Part of your appearance you like best: My wrists because no one expects anything of wrists. XD
P - Perfectionist?: For some things.

Q - Quick or Slow: I am slow. [drools on desk]
Q - Quick type something fast: ...!

R - Reason to smile: [looks at bichon frise sleeping on her back, feet all twitching]
R - Reality TV Show: Hogan Knows Best owns my soul.

S - Song Last Heard: Shorty's song from Bust a Groove.

S - Season: Autumn. <3
S - Shoes your wearing: invisible ones.

T - Time you woke up: 8:30a
T - Time you went to bed: 5:30a when I finally got to sleep.
T - Time Now: 4:10p
T - Time for bed: Right after I finish this. [so fucking sleepy] But usually, sunrise.

U - Unpredictable: I'm predictable. I don't know if I like unpredictable things, anyway.
U - Underwear: boxer briefs. xD;

V - Vegetable you hate: Onions. >_<;
V - Vegetable you love: POTATO. [swoons] Green beans too. <3
V - Vacation spot: I don't know what a vacation IS!

W- Worst habit: Biting nails, procrastination
W- Where are you going to travel next: Hopefully into a new house...haha.
W- Weather: Sunny with cool wind--pretty comfortable. Was burning earlier, though, ugh.

X - ray : what?
X - X-rays: ............

Y - Year it is now: 1080! [cracks up]
Y - Yellow: I'm just mad about Saffron! [thinks of old Gap commercials]

Z - Zoo Animal: RED PANDA. x3
Z - Zodiac Sign: Gemini

That one was kind of cute. xD

HOMG UPDATE D:

Feeling swell! xD
Listening to "fire fire!" - um jammer lammy soundtrack
Currently addicted to pastel colours, eyeliner, sweets
Currently irritated by fucking god damn insomnia. ><;
Current MSN details: it's always the same now. [laughs]
Today's Cards: n/a


It's a bit of a rush, and a bit of a dash!
Ahaha, this song is too cute.

But ahem! I haven't liek, blogged in liek, 4evr!!!! LOL!!!! I haven't been busy. Just blank. Completely and utterly blank. But I think it's all coming back to me now...! Whatever it is...! (What the fuck am I talking about?!)

Nothing, as usual.

I slept at 7am after the yuckiest-feeling shower ever and woke a half hour before noon...gah. Not being able to sleep is really getting annoying. I was trying to go back to sleep, but I couldn't, because I was too busy RANDOMLY GIGGLING. Augh. [laughs] Who the fuck wakes up suddenly and goes, "eheheheheeee!"?! I do, apparently.

You: but why?
Me: heh.

So, my brother and I are on a mission to get our parents to want to move. Did that make sense? I think. Who cares. Anyway, we're looking at some houses because we're sick and tired of renting this shitty excuse for a house (which, in its current state, is probably a health hazard of some sort). I really hope we move soon, because then I can sort of 'start over' somewhere else that isn't this loser 'house' in this loser neighbourhood, get a job, all that. So sick of this place, seriously.

GOD no one reads this anyway so here's the end. [laughs] Oh wait no, survey.

For The Slightly More Intelligent Survey Whore
.Basics (As irritating as they may be).
The name you wish you had?:	Calix
Your inner age?:	246
The place you wish to be at?:	on my seme.... >.>
Your ideal family?:	liek, NONE.
Your ideal career?:	CAGE FIGHTER.
The cult you belong to? (In other words, religion):	none...! I cut myself away mentally...! and it really IS a cult..!
(Don't take the 'cult' thing too harshly)
Your weight minus all that belly flab?:	F-A-T...! [sobs]
Your -natural- hair color?:	dark brown
.Back to the Past.
Your childhood aspirations?:	be a sniper or be in TEAM ROCKET!
Your favorite teacher?:	Mr Edwin Gough. [bows to him]
Domestic enviroment?:	uh, just the same as it is now.
First kiss?:	no comment. >.>
Most memorable pet?:	CHICHI! go chichi go! go chichi go! heheh.
Most memorable year?:	uh, 1987, because I was born and the world was exposed to my awesomeness...!
Happy child vs. depressed child?:	way too hyper. way too annoying.
First taste of alcohol?:	NEVERRRR. well, I have, but I don't remember when. I was SMALL. alcohol is nasty.
First time behind bars? (if any at all):	in a shopping cart, going down that hill...!
Place of birth?:	same as Gackt. well not EXACTLY but...yeah. SAME ISLAND. [laughs]
.Your Opinions On... .
Abortion:	[thumbs-up]
George Bush:	good entertainment?
Left wing politicians:	pussies.
War:	WAR IS HOMO.
Reality TV:	Hogan Knows Best is the only one I really like. <3
MTV:	boring.
School uniforms:	okay, if they're nice ones. [had shitty uniform]
Catholics:	[makes face]
Lawyers in general:	they need to focus more on justice than the word of the law.
The PETA:	[hangs self, in bloodstained fur]
Salad dressing:	salad is...myeh.
High school chemistry:	[thinks of lumberjack shirt and mr martin]
Racism:	fun! xDDD
The bible:	snorefest.
sPeLiNg LyK dIs:	LoL sO fUnNiE!~
Harry Potter:	YESSSSS.
Philosophy:	indifferent...
Suicidal teens:	[kills them herself, speeding up the process]
Obesity:	how can you let yourself get that way, you fucking cow?!
Donation:	SCROOGE.
The pope:	I'd hit it!
Vegetarians:	the total ones who deprive themselves are disgusting.
.Versus.
Meat vs Veggies:	well, anything but BEEF.
Liberal vs Conservative:	liberal
Time vs Money:	time is sexy!
Wisdom vs Love:	wisdom IS love!
Cats vs Dogs:	DOGS. harharhar.
Computer vs Television:	computer...human contact!
Le Tigre vs Death Cab :D:	ew, LE TIGRE?! god, no. [laughs]
Physical illness vs Mental illness:	mental. kick punch, issawl in the mind!
Outdoors vs Indoors:	inside, plz.
Fantasy vs Reality:	FANTASY LAND!
.Random.
What color are your socks?:	all of them are black.
Do you love me?:	no, sorry. I know it's hard...! [pats]
Can you paint the sky purple?:	it already IS. human eyes just see it as blue. I shit you not. [laughs]
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