school is boring.

Mood: Tired
Playing "Perry the Parasol"

I still have one more class to go to today but I just want to go home. I'm so bored and I didn't get nearly enough sleep. I want to take a nap but there's no place to nap here. [laughs]

I got here safely enough, so I'm proud of myself. [laughs] I've never driven alone yet, but I had to, and it was just fine. Except my fingers kept getting cold and I had to turn the stupid heater on and off, which I don't like doing, because it's distracting. My brother told me to leave early, but I ended up having to wait an entire class to start because of it. No fun.

Astronomy is scaring me. There's going to be a lot of math involved and I don't think I can do it. [stupid] ): I'm going to get a feel for it first and if it doesn't work out, then I'll just have to drop it and look for something else to take. There goes majoring in astronomy. :\

My dad also canceled our trip tomorrow, so I can't see Kellie until who knows when. Damn it, I was really looking forward to it, too.... I bet she'll be upset. He did say that hopefully when I do go (towards the end of the month maybe) that I can actually stay the night, which would I guess make up for not being able to go now. I'll have to talk to Kellie about it. :\

Anyway, I guess I'll go find something to eat and maybe read until my last class starts. Elysa says she's gonna sit in with me, so yay, company. XD

this post is long? wow, it really is.

Mood: Okay
Listening to The Other Side - The Scissor Sisters
Reading The Ladies of Grace Adieu by Susanna Clarke
Playing Super Princess Peach
Drinking water

Warning: this is long so skip to the bottom if you don't want to read it.

I start school on Friday. Gross. It's giving me a lot of stress and it hasn't even started yet. It's probably the reason I'm having panic attacks and getting anxious all the time lately. How obnoxious. :\ I have a problem with a speech class. I already took it and got credit for it, yet they're forcing me to take it again. I couldn't pick classes I wanted/needed until I added it, which is totally stupid. I couldn't even pick any classes at times I wanted because it was getting in the way after I did add it. I've been trying to get in touch with the school to have them fix this (I can't drop the class because it's 'required'), but they're either closed or just won't answer every time I try to call (which is a lot, by the way). Registration closed last night at midnight, so I know they're going to give me trouble, but I don't care, because this isn't right. Since I can't get through, I'm just going to walk in and talk to someone when I buy my books. Grr.

I got one of my wisdom teeth removed on Monday. That leaves two, and one weird back tooth I'm supposed to have but hasn't grown in. That's...odd, and it worries me. :\ It doesn't hurt or anything, though...I thought the pain would start maybe three days later because it wasn't immediate, but it still doesn't hurt, and I haven't even taken any painkillers. I'm not complaining. [laughs] The actual extraction process wasn't so bad, either. I got about five or six shots in all (two rounds of two or three, I can't remember), which pinched a little but otherwise was rather fine, considering my fear of needles. Then I waited ten minutes for it to kick in and read about saving the rainforest in a National Geographic. [laughs] Theeeeen he cut me open and apparently had to push/pull the tooth upright instead of sideways, then pull it out like that. It was just tugging, and then it was done. D: I really liked the doctor, though. He was the same guy who pulled one of my other teeth out a loooong time ago. He asked me about my anxiety and then talked to me the entire time he was pulling it, and it was really comforting, and I thanked him for it afterwards. :3

I finally started (actual) reading The Ladies of Grace Adieu. I read the intro before and that was about it. [laughs] But I've gotten through two stories/chapters and it's pretty much what I expected. Kind of creepy, but in a deceptively pretty way. I want to hear more about John Uskglass, though. Not much mention of him yet, except in the first story, but it wasn't a lot. I like the Strange cameo; hopefully there's more of him on the way, too.

I beat Super Princess Peach a while back, but now I'm going back through it so I can get all the extras, and win some new stages and whatnot. It's cute. [thinks she's just avoiding devil may cry by going through it again] I was wondering where all the songs and puzzle pieces were when I was nearly done with the game, but in the second runthrough, you play all the stages over again (I think with different enemies too) and instead of breaking the little Toad guys out you get only puzzle pieces and music tracks. Yay. :3
Everyone: ...?
Me: Never mind. D:

I am possibly going to Kellie's on Saturday. I say 'possibly' now, because of my anxiety. Perhaps going to school the day before will make it go away, or perhaps it'll only make it worse. :\ I'll see. I really want to see her, though; it's been yeeeeears. Hopefully I can go to the doctor soon. I think I have to wait until the end of the month, though. ):

I need to write up a post for the MUU RP, since I haven't felt well enough to post lately. I really ought to catch up and jump in before I fall behind too much. My creativity is pretty much drained. I want to write, but nothing comes to me, and I end up just doing something else. I keep getting things (unvoluntarily) added onto my drawing list, as well, and I just can't do that right now. :\ I do want to continue writing my story for Adrienne, as well as some other shitty choose-your-own-adventure boylove-ish thing for her. But I just can't get anything done. [sighs]

Today I also found out that Schanze (with its little ? next to it because I wasn't sure) by Ascii.Disko is actually called Strassen. [points to adrienne] (Change it, baybeh.) D: Hourra for knowing, finally, after liek, two or three years of not knowing...! I'm happy. xD

Summary:

• school sucks
• tooth pulled
• I can read
• I like Super Princess Peach (which should probably be called Perry the Parasol instead)
• maybe Kellie's on Saturday? We gotta go to The Little Bowl. XD
• creativity rant #1398
• Schanze is actually Strassen

enough of these short posts!

Mood: Sleepy
Playing Super Princess Peach


It's really weird to hear your grandmother say "hot babes" in normal speech.

huh?

Mood: Tired
Watching nothing at all
Playing Super Princess Peach
Drinking "water"

Here.

I just saw the end of this video while flipping through channels, and the first thing I thought was, "What the fuck, it doesn't snow in San Diego." (It's a bit hard to see, but it's there, you'll see.)

...seriously, what the hell. Jerks. D:

p.s. no, I don't like this song. I don't even know what the fuck it is.
p.p.s. for those of you who don't know what I'm ranting about, that distinctive red-roofed building is the Hotel Del Coronado, which is, yes, in San Diego.

so I finally changed my calendar.

Mood: Affectionate
Listening to a bunch of people across the street screaming.
Playing Super Princess Peach
Drinking Dr Pepper

I changed my calendar. Instead of looking at galaxies, now I'm looking at [looks] some Chinese guy on a river. D:

So. Um. Yeah.

...Maybe I'll get on deviantART today.

...yeah.