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Mood: Pissed
Listening to Beast of Blood - Malice Mizer
Playing Devil May Cry, Super Princess Peach
Drinking Orange Fanta

I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH CHURCH AND I WILL NEVER GO BACK AGAIN. PERIOD. [SCREAMS]

I hate kris aquino.

Mood: Lazy
Listening to I Don't Feel Like Dancin' - The Scissor Sisters
Reading The Ladies of Grace Adieu by Susanna Clarke
Playing Devil May Cry
Eating Wheat Thins :3
Drinking water


Okay, I have an angry rant. But before I get to it, the obligatory "what I got for christmas" list. Which is here, because I don't want to do it again. Anyway, onto ranting...!

I HATE THIS BITCH.

Why? Only because she's the most obnoxious human being ever to walk the earth. If you don't know who she is, which is the most likely case, here's a quick rundown. Kris Aquino is apparently the only host available in the Philippines, as she hosts just about every show on television. She even hosts the Filipino version of Deal or No Deal. No, I'm not kidding, she does. She's also a shitty actress who should stick to acting, because then she just recites lines written for her, which aren't nearly as obnoxious as the shit that spews from her mouth normally.

She's the kind of person that you can't stand for more than two minutes. Just listen to her whiny voice and you'll know what I mean. It's kind of like sometimes she needs to pee, but she's holding it in, and jumping around, whining at everyone. But that's just the surface. If anything, her personality is the absolute worst. Never have I witnessed a more nosy bitch in action. (Yeah, so her father was assassinated and it was a pretty big thing back in the eighties, and her mother was the first Asian female president, but that gives her no right to act like a whiny, stupid-ass brat. ...At least not to such an extreme extent.)

On Pilipinas, Game KNB? (some game show with some of the most stupidly easy trivia questions), she frequently--no, always--asks the contestants highly personal questions. Shit like: "Do you have a boyfriend?" "How much money do you make working there?" "Do you love your wife?" "How do you wash your hair?" "Why don't you lose some weight?" "Why are your teeth so crooked?" And not only does she ask them one inappropriate question. She watches them squirm in obvious discomfort and continues with the inappropriate line of questioning. What a bitch!

Today, I watched as she asked a woman about her wavy hair...! Innocent enough, for the questions she usually asks, the bitch. The woman had hair like mine--thick, wavy, coarse. She said that she only shampooed her hair every three days to keep it from drying out, and Kris Aquino literally gasped in disgust and horror. What an ignorant BITCH! People with hair like mine do not need to wash their hair every day. In fact, it's actually bad, and dries hair out and adds to the frizziness. Oh, but I'm not done yet...!

On a past show, I recall her questioning an awkward young man. She asked the usual question that really is none of her business: "Do you have a girlfriend?" and he said that, no, he didn't. Then she asked, "Why?" in her usual fashion, as if someone would know why they didn't have a girlfriend/boyfriend. Then she got to asking him if he was gay, and he shyly and uncomfortably replied that yes, he was. Then she kept questioning him! And guess what! The bitch had fucking OUTED him to his parents on television.

....[Aquino] was involved with then Paranaque mayor (ex PBA basketball player and actor/tv host Joey Marquez), who she later split in a tumultuous ending, allegeding that Marquez pointed a gun at her face, and also gave her venereal disease.
--from her Wikipedia page

[cracks up] That's just what she deserves. I really want to be on one of her shows. Watch her ask me something completely irrelevant that's none of her business. Watch me shut her up.

I hate Kris Aquino. What a bitch.

I want to change my calendar already.

Mood: PMS-y
Watching The First 48, Fresh Prince of Bel Air
Drinking water

I hate how my internet never works when I most want it to. Jerk. ><

Hmmm, I'm really bored and I'm not in the mood to do much of anything. I'd draw more lineart for Adrienne to color but I'm not even in the mood for drawing. Still. I think that maybe I'll write a little. It's relaxing and doesn't take much effort once I get going, and it boosts my creativity, so maybe it'll help me in the drawing department, too.

I'm currently at some lame dinner scene in this story I'm writing for Adrienne. Ooh, ahh. [laughs] This is going to take a while to end, at this rate. Usually I have a set idea of where a story is going, but for this one all I've got is a vague and basic outline, so I'm pretty much making it all up as I go along. Highly unusual for me. That is, unless I'm doing something that isn't completely serious, and this is just for fun, really. Usually I run into dead ends when I make things up as I go along, but RPing seems to have helped me with this sort of thing. Yay. <3

I finally got a new mattress yesterday. I actually woke up pain-free today, and I slept faster too. Yesss, comfortable smut. D: Except now I'm in pain everywhere, and I've got a headache, and cramps, and everything...arrrgh. On top of that, I've got an annoying cold that won't go away. I could really use a nice back rub. [laughs] And extra-cheese pizza, and peanut butter cookies, and some scrambled eggs. Mmm.... D:

p.s.
New surveys posted.

oh fine, christmas: you cool, homie.

Mood: Rapey
Listening to Bad Communication - B'z; Rollergirl - Apoptygma Berzerk; Kyomu No Naka De No Yuugi - Malice Mizer
Reading Nature's Resurrection: A Christmas Spectacular!!!
Playing Luigi's Mansion. Aww, such a cute game!

So...! Starting from when I opened Adrienne's present (early; I swear I was going to wait!), my christmas got a lot nicer. [cries over the letter again] Mmm, she even drew me the sexiest man...! And he's all texturey and pretty-shade-y and beautiful. Oh my god, it's wonderful. <3 She got me The Ladies of Grace Adieu, by Susanna Clarke, which is related to Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell. I can't wait to read it but she says I have to wait until christmas. [laughs] I guess I'll just have to be a patient uke...! <3

(and a cheap uke. [sobs, miserably and poorly])

Just now I read Azrael's christmas-themed story based on our RP over at MUU...and it's fucking GREAT! You ought to read it but I doubt you will! Too bad for you! Even though you don't really know about the RP, it's a lot of fun and doesn't require much background, or any at all. It's brilliant. He captured my characters (Furian and Liyun) so well, and everyone else's too. It's so much fun. D:

Nature's Resurrection: A Christmas Spectacular

Yay, hopefully actual christmas doesn't turn out as bad as I thought it would. ^^

pointless as hell.

Mood: Bored.
Watching HP3
Eating some Mexican crackerbiscuitcookie things. o_O
Drinking Sprite

My brother ended up buying a $145 purse for my mom instead of whatever $100 wallet she asked for. Uhm, helloooooo? I would've gone for the cheaper thing. [laughs] Whatever, I think she'll like it anyway. Maybe. He says I'm not getting Bust a Groove, which sucks because it was the only thing I asked for this year. :\ But I'm wondering if he's LYING. He's done it before.... Who knows. D:

I think Kellie already left for India. I didn't even get to talk to her before she left, if that's the case. ):

I feel like writing lately, but I don't know exactly what I should be writing. I suppose I can just keep working on this boring, lame story I'm doing for Adrienne. I need to spice it up, but that's probably not going to happen. [laughs] It's...terrible. ): It's got a terrible story, terrible writing, terrible EVERYTHING! [laughs] I don't know what to do to fix it. It's just going to stay boring. :\

For writing, I like to do stuff for the MUU RP but as everyone's going to be busy for christmas, I doubt it's going to be very active. :\ My plans for my characters (Furian and Liyun) are decidedly much different from everyone else's plans, but that's fine. I don't like stories that don't have anything else going on besides the plot. Take a few detours, have a little fun with your characters. It's so boring otherwise.

"Why don't you run along and play with your chemistry set!"
[runs along] D:

p.s. the site for The Golden Compass is totally sexy.

I hate christmas.

Mood: Angrr
Listening to Ecstasy - ATB; Syunikiss - Malice Mizer


Why doesn't anyone listen to me? When I tell a person, "Yes, I know what item mom wants, but I don't know exactly which one," then they really oughtn't get angry when they ask me to go shopping (so I can point it out, presumably) and I tell them, "Well how am I supposed to know which one to get? I told you I didn't know which one it is."

God, people are stupid, and no matter how many times I say something, they never fucking listen.

My mom wants a wallet. That's all I know, and I never claimed to know which one she wanted. I just know it was a wallet. I wasn't aware the exact image of an item--colour, design, and all--was supposed to pop up in my head when my mom tells me, "I want a wallet."

So don't get angry at me, asshole. That's your fault, not mine.


Christmas is terrible, and this one is just taking the big, fat Terrible Cake. I take back anything I've said before. There are no more holidays.

I am greater than you.

Mood: Sick
Listening to Clear - Minerve; Dinner Lady Arms - The Darkness
Drinking Ovaltine...I think it's tampered with, though. [stops] o_o;



KLAHA ATTACK! For some reason I'm really proud of this...! And it's just a lame oekaki, aww. I think I'm beginning to get it back again. And the even greater fact, which amazes even me, is that I didn't use a reference for it and it still looks exactly like him. [dances] I'm awesome. D:

I drew a little Belus, too. He's adorable. I wanna dip him in milk and eat him. [laughs] I suppose this is my way of telling anyone who actually sees this to go to my fucking oekaki board and draw something. It's lonely, and it needs friends. ):

My throat really hurts and I'm tired, so I'm going to sleep. D:

my body does not like traffic?

Mood: Coughy. COFFEE!
Listening to Deatta Hi No Mama, Chameleon no Seppun, Stay in the Rain - Klaha
Eating Hot Cheetos. Oooh yeeeah. High school, bitch...!
Drinking "water"

So yesterday my dad and I went to LA. I was fine on the way up there, and almost throughout the entire time we were there, but then my lungs started killing me, so I used my inhaler. I don't like to, because it makes me shake sometimes, but I couldn't breathe.

Then when we were on the freeway, heading home, we kept hitting traffic, and then the second or third time, I started to freak out because I still couldn't breathe. My fingers were getting really tingly and I was shaking a lot, and I was thinking, "Oh my god, I'm going to die because we're stuck in traffic...!" [laughs] My dad was trying to get me to calm down, but I couldn't.

Then we finally stopped and got out of the car and I was a lot better. [laughs] My dad told me I probably had an anxiety attack, and that I'd probably overmedicated myself...! [didn't] I was thinking, "Why should I suddenly have a panic attack now?!" Then I remembered the time where my legs went paralyzed and tingly and I started freaking out, thinking I was going to DIE, and the paramedics came over and were liek, "You're freaking out, calm doooown!" xD It was the same thing...!

Now I'm starting to wonder if this sort of shit is going to become routine for me.... I know Kellie gets this aaaaaall the time. That's scary. [cries] I don't want it to happen that often. ;__;

[just thinks happy, smutty thoughts] D:

omg I want this movie now.

Mood: Excited

I wish The Golden Compass would just come out already. It's looking greater and greater with every new picture I see.

My hopes for this movie weren't THAT high before, but now that the cast is together and pictures are starting to surface, I'm thinking that it's going to be damned good. God, I just hope they don't butcher it. [crosses fingers] But...

Seriously.

Daniel Craig wasn't even in my head when people were discussing possible choices for Lord Asriel but I think he looks damned good for the part. I'm not a Nicole Kidman fan but even she's growing on me for Mrs. Coulter. And the girl they picked to play Lyra so far looks just about right. Daaaaamn, I'm excited. >< !!!!

Today was such a good day. [squeaks happily] How will I sleep now?!

universal pictures. omg rely. yes, really.

Mood: Relieved
Listening to Gackt

All right. I said I would possibly post pictures from Universal, and here they are. I'd rather deliver than...not deliver.... Yeah. >> This was like...over a week ago. Whoops. Well, I only now received the pictures. Not my fault. [laughs]

I'm not really going to go into some detailed account of what we did that day. Just...captions for pictures. Ugly pictures. [shudders]
Note: click on them for larger images. They open in new windows, tabs, what have you.

The six in our group (all my brother's friends, pretty much) entering through that citywalk place. I think that's what it's called...it doesn't matter. D: Guess which one I am! Yes, you got it! The blue ape all the way down the street. [nods] Correct!

Yep, look at that big green bastard. Not so jolly now, is he...! Oh, wait. [sees the hat] :\ By the way, the other two are Reeny (my brother's girlfriend) and Alma (friend). Look at her face...! XD

One of those annoying spurty fountain thingies. THIS, Adrienne, is what I was talking about in the fountain dream! Except they were all...flowing upwards...and had fish floating at the top. Everyone: what.
Anyway, some annoying kid was running through these when we came back at night. Maybe he was just trying to hide the fact that he'd wet his pants. Pants-wetting seems to be a running theme for me today....

My brother and some random fat girl posing with umbrellas.

Alma, the random fat girl again, and Reeny. That girl is holding my shoes, and I really wish she would give them back. :\

Here is a picture of a Christmas zombie...! No. [laughs] He looked like he really wanted to go to the restroom, so I felt really bad making him stop for a picture. Which is why I have that utterly stupid smile on my face, right?

My brother and his girlfriend hugging the scariest thing ever. I refused to take a picture with Curious George.

Here we are, all posing with some random ogre. That's me, in the center.

Here we are, posing in front of a giant, dying monkey! Oh, sorry, ape. I think he just stopped there because he was tired and dying and wanted to sunbathe in the hopes that he was like Superman and the sun would renew his powers. Unfortunately, King Kong is not Superman, and I do believe he died shortly after this photo was taken.
(From left to right: some uke in a really dumb outfit, my brother, Reeny, Alma, Gerico, and Pat, standing off to the side for some reason.)

Back to the Picture...THE RIDE! XD

Waiting in line for what was probably closer to twelve minutes, not ten.

Wow, that just looks so real...! [scoffs] My annoying little backpack. Oh, but it's so USEFUL! It has all these little pockets in all the right places...!

Escalator fun, and my not-so-impressive rack.

Escalator fun, part two! My not-so-impressive back-of-the-head.

I shit you not: Wolvie is glaring at me. I was on the side he was glaring at and I went, "Wolverine, MARRY ME!" and he glared. Pah, he's definitely NO Hugh Jackman, that's for sure! [snorts] XD

Look, Solid Snake! Standing in the back corner of a game store. What has become of him. So sad.

Okay. That is all. I don't really have anything else to say, and I'm tired.

gimme your guitar.

Mood: Cute
Listening to Bad Communication - B'z, Solaar Pleure - MC Solaar
Playing Red Steel
Drinking water

Uhm, nothing to really say. Just wanted to say that now that the last survey is out of the way (the one in the previous post), I'll most likely be posting all my surveys on my xanga page now. [nods] In fact, I already posted one, so yeah.... >>

I went to the dentist earlier. No cavities, hooray! Possible tooth extraction in near future. Not so hooray. ):

Mmm, I want to cuddle something. [stares at seme] D:

fill this out, bitches.

Mood: In Pain
Watching Fresh Prince
Drinking Sprite

FILL IT OUT. REALLY! ALL TWO OF YOU. XD

01. Who are you?

02. Are we friends?

03. When and how did we meet?

04. How have I affected you?

05. What do you think of me?

06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

07. How long do you think we will be friends?

08. Do you love me?

09. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you go out with me?

11. Would you kiss me?

12. Would you let me kiss you?

13. Would you hug me?

14. Would you take a shower with me?

15. Would you have sex with me?

16. Have we ever had sex?

17. Physically, what stands out?

18. Emotionally, what stands out?

19. What do you think of my personality?

20. My sense of humor?

21. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

22. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

23. Am I loveable?

24. How long have you known me?

25. Describe me in one word.

26. What was your first impression?

27. Do you still think that way about me now?

28. What do you think my weakness is?

29. Do you think I could kill someone?

30. Do you think I'll get married?

31. What do you think makes me happy?

32. What do you think makes me sad?

33. What reminds you of me?

34. Would you let me sleep in your bed?

35. Would you sit in the doctor's office with me because I didn't want to go alone?

36. How would you react if I was suddenly hospitalized?

37. If you could give me anything what would it be?

38. How well do you know me?

39. When's the last time you saw me?

40. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

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